Saturday, September 10, 2005


this is a group picture of all my favourite darlings put together (:

yunwei. siti. xing xing. prince. and mitch (:

right now im fingering my earlobes and praying that the holes wont close. and me and prince are having a hell of a good laugh at all the funny funny songs that i downloaded. hahaha. the trumpet solo is damn diao lor. its like settling in. smiling as you slowly hear the opening lines of the trumpet fanfare. then.. SILENCE. wah hahahahahaha.

should hear the concerto for trombone. nice technical song please. and suddenly this huge burst of applause at the end. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. left me so tickled pink la please.

if there's sth that all you people should know is that the best friends that one can ever have comes from the band. HELLO BAND MEMBERS. please make friends with me (: i wont bite. lol. i'll only go crazy thats all. no not me. refat will be deathly unhappy. make friends with ur own members. THEN make friends with me (: love love.

anyway. celebrated ginnie's babe birthday at taka's seoul garden. PLEASE DONT GO THERE OFTEN. because they cheat ur money please. it cost us $103 ++. they charge you for like the cups. yada yada. wet towels we didnt use. service charge. GST. wah lao. kns. so we sat down and waited for kel. he was late. so we decided to eat first. the girls ate A LOT please. hahahaha. too bad no digicam this time. sobs.

ate a few servings. and then kel came. a few more rounds to go. eat and eat. talk and talk. three groups of people came and left at the table beside us (: we were some good. they were all so afraid of the oil so me and wency did most of the cooking. queena just threw pieces of chicken haphazardly into the frying thing. LOL. cute la she.

it was just amazing la. sitting there and talked the night away. its sth i definitely want to cherish for the rest of my life. im know im like emo la. but hey they're really great people. me wency and queena did most of the talkings. haha. band talk people. BAND (: kelvin just sat there and listened very intently. occasionally chipping in an opinion or two.

they were talking abt how certain animals were slaughtered in china. HELLO. so uncivilised please? i swore to be vegetarian from that moment on but ah wells (: i am a serious animal rightist okays and i hate people who torture animals. you want to eat them FINE. do it the civilised way. kill the animal pronto. not slit its neck and let it bleed to death. WTH la please.

and then it moved to some mutual friends we have in common. and then we moved to the topic of refat. much gossip. HAHA. he would have like slapped all of us right there and then la. but its true what. he really has changed a lot. from someone who was vaguely mild-tempered. he has changed into somewhat a tyrant. he taunts his student. practically calling the kid out for a fight.

what kind of a decent man does that? HELLO. knock knock. what infuriates me is his arrogance and his refusal to believe that no one can be superior than him. just because he is ms tan's right hand man doesnt mean that he is some big shot please. he doesnt even have a band of his own. he is only an asst conductor.

no im not constantly picking on him. but everyday people tell me things abt him that just simply reiterates the fact that he sucks. period. how changed he's become. from the days of jubilance until now. and they told me that the first impression they had of him was that he was downright arrogant. but i was too besotted at the time to really pay much attention.

i thought he was some kind of a hero. pukes and dies.

i thought joe would have more sense now that he's grown up and stuff. but apparently i we were wrong. he still chooses to worship refat and such. when people are angry. they generally cannot control what they write/feel/think. most uses vulgar to express their anger and joe was one of them. HELLO. so he may be wrong but you dont have to dictate to him what to do. its not like he commit this huge crime thats worthy of the FBI's attention or sth.

im not angry with refat la please. im angry with joe. he is the one who is angry and he is most surely entitled to his own opinions. refat says one word and joe goes 'woof! yes sir! no sir! sorry sir!' HELLO. wtf? dont you have a mind of your own? you scared is it? if scared NEXT TIME DONT WRITE AND MAKE PPL WORRY FOR YOU.

refat is good. BUT he is not the best la please. have a MIND of YOUR own. its not that hard really. he's got you wrapped tight arnd his little finger. shameful really. and fuhua really is a silver band. sg rhapsody was decent. but festa pesana was far from a gold. you dont believe me? download the songs from me and LISTEN TO IT URSELF.

stop thinking too highly of fuhua band please. loyalty yes admirable. individually great players. but come together you cant even play in time. every section has different parts to play. no one stands out except the soloist. if ur playing third please tone down. u cant be the star all the time right?

yeah much to discuss on that topic. and then we got on to the other touchy subject. lol. they're telling me to get a move on with life. that he isnt worth waiting for. no career. no prospective career for that matter also. arrogant. conceited. and very much an asshole. and they tried cajoling me and intro-ing me to different guys. and they all got so frustrated when i refused.

kelvin even piped up and said : for god's sake. ask him to go and learn some music. take exams. whatever. want to succeed cannot just sit there wait for people to serve him.

so how? lol. currently its the hate mood. so i guess i'll try it out with rafaee. sp percussionist. hmms. yups. after that shopped awhile with wency. then went home with her. HELLO she got boyfriend for like 4 mths ler. OMG. tskk. and i never knew. hahahaha. had fun going back with her. yak and yak in the bus. talked abt triplets (:

regularz for always (:

riahh ranted at 4:12:00 PM