Friday, September 09, 2005
the all-too-famous mr refat has been seen quoting and telling his students that vulgarities is not the way of life. it is therefore unspeakable even to want to acknowledge any student of his who so much as crosses a little toe out of line. a band member has a reputation to uphold because after all we move amongst circles of the creme de la creme. perfectly understandable i must say. a man of such stricuture and firm abstinence is admirable. it may be said that he is fighting a losing battle in today's society where the merest form of vulgar is bespoked in every sentence.

as such. he has displayed admirable efficiency in the art of sarcasm to inflict warnings and hurt amongst people he deems idotic and a wastrel. after all if one said person tries to bring down a band he would do anything within his power to try to have him eradicated.

he is the man of authority. while i am a mere member of a very much amused audience. even so i find it wrong for a man as grown as he to insult and seemingly taunt a much younger person. authority or not this is called abuse of power.

im afraid he wouldnt move around very much amongst my circle of friends. namely liyi and hilmi. but im sure they are both very sorry if they ever had to come across a tyrant such as him.

NOTE TO PINK : yes its the beginning of the love-hate thing again. how apt. hate seems to be winning.

he's so clammed up abt his personal life. what kind of person is he really? straightforward? cant be. a simple no would have sufficed each time i asked him if i could attend unity's band practices. why take the time to spin elaborate lies arnd urself which only cease to make you more malu?

i will be at tanglin tomorrow. and anyway there wont be anymore exchanges until the exams are over.

it was all explained to me before that im not allowed down if you're not. ahh shucks. in the end you did bring the tanglin kids down didnt you? its ok. i already knew you'd say that. after all didnt i somewhat mention that you were downright predictable? i think i rawkk.

why lie? i should think that lying is a far more heinous crime than vulgarities. granted both are habits that are difficult to break. but when you tell one little white lie. it just goes on. and on. and on. and on. it never ends. why choose to lie?

words bring trouble. so do uncontrolled anger. so many people over the past few days. when do you stop? you cannot carve a perfect band out of thin air. you cannot simply get rid of idiots and hope for the best. you're never always right. there are people much better than you out there. its just that they choose not to speak.

can you guess what im feeling at this moment? million bucks to those who get it right.

riahh ranted at 4:28:00 PM