Wednesday, August 17, 2005
as i surfed through blogs today i realized that the tagboard or the comments link has totally lost its purpose. anonymous taggers are plentiful and this has caused many arguments and pointless humor. not to mention harmful accusations.

especially accusations that are directed at me. gawd. it just pisses me off please.

a week-long or so issue started in the class. which involved the whole class and of course little ling and little wong. and yes it was so hilarious screaming around and emitting guffaws of unabashed glee and making it obvious that we were all tagging unceremeniously on her board. after we were all screamed at to GET OUT. much chiding from mr chan and renu and of course i felt a tiny little twinge of pity for her. so i tagged with my name - RIAHH.

tag with my name also wrong. i didnt even suan her. I TOLD HER THE TRUTH. oh gawdd. and then one by one they start to suan me. all the passerbys with no names got trashed. they were called cowards. when i tagged with my name i got trashed too. bleahh. she and her friends can do anything that makes them happy la.

childish kids.

calling a teacher by their initials and adding a BITCH at the back is not a very nice thing to do. calling darren chan CCP is not very nice either. and accusing me of being the ORIGINAL passerby or whatever those idiots mean may be very RIAH-LIKE but sorry to disappoint you people. that person wasnt me.

and rene and whoever. if u were good friends of her. you should have told her from the start that calling a teacher names is wrong. not encourage her.

and there's the thing with raj and the rest of the band or sth. i like raj. honestly. cause he hasnt done anything to really piss me off. he ALWAYS makes me laugh and stuff. i dont knw why mag doesnt like raj. but its not very nice to be racist abt the whole situation ): i thought racism was dying out but it seems i got slapped in the face with the reality of it all.

rachel probably has no business in mag's atavistic loathing for raj. rachel was probably mad at the fact that raj dared ask refat why mingyang got punished for using the word fuck during band. granted its a stupid question to ask. it would have been settled with rachel had just told raj nicely that it was a stupid question to ask. she shouldnt have spouted her mouth off. of course raj would get pissed.

calling raj a blackie and saying that he would contaminate mag's trumpet is just morally wrong la okayys? im not angry. im just.. sad. sad that people can say such things abt someone else. i say the truth. but i never resort to racism. i pity raj really. for having seniors as unforgiving and as cold hearted as her.

sighhs.

and then there's the matter of refat. gawdd. i thought after all this time i would have at least gotten used to the fact that he is arrogant in some ways. but then that whole hoo ha in his blog abt a certain st pats and him and some passerby thingiee again.

'wahaha. nvm rachel. ppl from st pat.'

sighhs again.

*where is the love plays in the background*

i have emerged safe and sound and alive and kicking from the deepest abyss. my hw is sighhs. thankfully almost completed. shall not owe anymore for the rest of the school year. less than a month left to PROMOS. i need to pass. i need to get to SLE. i need to stop wasting brain cells on people like liling and everybody else.

i need to focus.

i made up with jules - sort of. hugged her and stuff. she and is and siettie and everyone else who has a conscience will probably get pissed at this whole liling stuff but im sorry. i cannot have compassion for someone i loathed since PRIMARY 3. gawdd.

liyi didnt come today. she totally missed photo taking la. sighhs. miss her la. lol. i really love her la.

tutz laughs like a bubbling brook. totally. so cute la her laugh. she laughs like.. bubbles. *faints*

i need to totally thank hilmi for helping me pass my standing broad jump (: he held my hand and made me jump with him. well in essence he pulled me along. but who cares. I PASSED. it was like i was flying. super feeling. and the anamalais were great in encouraging me. so for that i passed my inclined pull ups to.

loves to anamalai.

great poem session during malay today. the malay they used really awed me. none of the mat-ish slang and stuff. funny shits too. and when the whole thing ended i told cikgu - in broken malay of course - that i didnt knw what the hell just went on but i liked it. and syukri who was passing by raised his eyebrows and went 'u can speak malay?!' HAHA. lame shits.

came home. had a nice dinner. came online. im waiting for things to happen. i cant get my mind off aidil. but then again. it could be like the tommy lee thingie - a two second infatuation (:

sighhs.

riahh ranted at 8:04:00 PM