Monday, July 04, 2005
sometimes i wonder. when people read my blog. do they read it word by word as it is written or do they scan thru? i dont really care how people read it. but id feel a bit miffed if all they do is scan my entries to see if ive mentioned them anywhere. its ok if people skip the daily ramblings abt sch cause they are pretty long - hey i like to write! but when i do write short entries. its meant to grab attention. its for impact.

unwanted idiots wander in here to see if the matter has been blown up any further. heart thumping. they scroll and scroll and scroll. and feel disappointment build up when there is no mere mention of anything to spark off yet another round of nonsense.

this blog holds my innermost feelings. it grew with me. it contains my moments of facade. it contains my anger over several issues. it holds my triumph. my joy. my tears. this blog is me. i do not and WILL NOT mince words but if i think its inappropriate i will not mention names. but smart people you guys are. you figure them out all the same. thats not my problem. i didnt mention names.

thanks to miyo and elaine for saying that xiaxue blogs better.

thanks to zoey for standing up for me.

thanks to yee gin who did a line by line analysis with all curse words included (:

thanks to the rest who thinks that said blog has no substance.

even though u offered me these words of comfort so many days ago. i wanted to relish in it. LOL.

yes to band members who chance upon this entry. i have gotten hold of do enka vol one and two. pines of rome. slavonic march. pomp and circumstance march no. one and four. kinda difficult to find do enka and pines of rome. well. I HAVE IT (: just approach me in msn. toodles~!

riahh ranted at 11:44:00 PM