Sunday, July 17, 2005
rhd will always hold a special place in my heart. a super early start to the day. picked julie up and we reached pjc. did admin work and such. had breakfast. and im left to hold up my fort cause hilmi was LATE. like super late la. it was hard communicating by phone cause the place was absolute chaos and it was noisy. my charges were tiny little nine- and ten- year olds.

at first it was pretty awkward and stuff. i didnt knw the kids that well and im not all that good at cracking ices. i dont think i gave them a good first impression.

me : *conspiratorially* u knw what?
kids : ...
me : *confidence faltering* u knw what?
kids : what?
me : i dont really knw the way to the field.

hahaha. and then the kids started helping me out. pointing me in the right direction and stuff. saw cik jiji (: and LOL. bm kids. mostly my band juniors. they looked really pathetic sitting there while the rest made the way to the field to do the ciemo ciemo dance. apparently their team captain has disappeared and left them hanging on their own. bm has always been disorganised and disorientated. seems the tradition hasnt changed (:

mr samy is as jack as ever. he was the dude who started the jack trend =PpP. LOL. damn cartoon la that guy. my ss teacher. who talks a lot and teaches as much as mr kok. but he's crappy and funny. his lessons are never dull (: he's nicer to me now. still calls me by my full name tho. hehs. chatted abt my school and my future. big girl talks (:

hilmi arrived and with him arnd im more assured. he's a great partner. he's not petty and he's so full of spirit. HILMI WE RAWKK. yes truly both us were so full of energy and zest compared to the others. we cheered and we laughed and we encouraged. noisy noisy.

we stood pretty far from the stage and the kids cant see the dance demo for nuts. i forgot the steps and just told them to follow the next group if unsure. hahaha. and hilmi couldnt stop laughing his head off at the teacher's main worry abt the kids being caught in the rain. while ppl were trying to follow the steps. the kids were putting on their ponchos.

these kids displayed innocence that defied their age. they giggled and asked me what was ANB. i looked at hilmi. the girls squealed and told hilmi not to tell me.

kids : give up?
me : yups. whats ANB?
kids : american nice buttocks! *giggles innocently*

and it made me wonder. ppl like me and hilmi would have called it a hot mama's ass and probably add in a bit of obscenities mostly those starting with f (:

started drizzling. absolute chaos. we were ushered into the auditorium. me and hilmi did well. we were the only group who did activities with them. i did the postcard activity with them and we go to know their names.

vanessa. sally. atiqah. katherine. vares. faqih. adit. melvin. wing yan.

oh gosh i cant rmb all their names. but vanessa and wing yan gave ME a postcard each. so sweet la please (: and sally gave one to hilmi as well. HAHAHAHA. hilarious man.



this is from venessa. [This is my first time to see you. Your are so beautiful. Wish you happy and quickly find a boyfriend]



this is from wing yan. she looks like a total malay btw (: [Wish u good luck in your studies! Hope u will find a good job after u have graduated. Hope u will remember me when u see this card! Though this is the first time and the last time I see u, I will always remember u!]

omg this is so sweet and touching kayys? ): i wana cry! emotional much anyone? this kids are intelligent and wise beyond their age. these kids are little angels. and this postcard was written barely an hour after i knew them (: im missing them already.

i have no doubt that they will really remember me years down the road. i never forgot anyone i saw during my pri sch days. kids their age are more susceptible and sensitive to people. it felt great interacting with them. but soon one by one showed their true colors =P. they werent exactly devils. but they were mischievous angels. as usual i couldnt help but spoil them. LOL.

sally is much like liling. only diff is that sally is cute and she's wayy tiny. and sally is much cuter and innocent. lol. they played well for games. very enthusiastic and responsive. cheerful and vibrant. when asked for volunteers EVERY SINGLE HAND shot up. disappointed when not chosen. elated when picked. u dont get to see this among us teens. seems that the older u get. the more self conscious u get.

sally was very much appalled at the fact that i drank from the same bottle as hilmi. the kids came to the conclusion that hilmi sounds very much like kill me and thus he's abt to die. and if i were to drink from the same bottle im going to die too.

sally : whats 5 plus 5?
me : ermm. 10?
sally : *grins widely and starts to sing the wedding march*

yes i long expected this. lol. the kids would be sure to assume that me and hilmi are together. but such innocence! im amazed. even tho i never found out the relation btw the wedding march and the fact that im dying. LOL.

these kids have good habits. they go to the toilet on time and have good eating time habits. i love them. to itsy bitsy bits.

i never got to say goodbye ): because i was upfront with melvin for the closing ceremony. im SO EMO RIGHT NOW ): i want to see them again. and hug them. and tell them that i will always remember them too.

i want to have kids just like them when i grow up. innocent and oblivious to the bad things all around them.

the best part of the day was the EXCESSIVE USE of the f- word and the assholes and stuff. we were both tickled pink. LOL. laugh and laugh over the whole incident.

missed fuhua performance ):

ate lunch at pjc. and bin hong was ever so sweet to ask if i was here for a tennis lesson (: i LOOKED SO HOT LA PLEASE. lol. with my cap and my denim skirt and this tennis like shirt they gave. all white (:

anyhoos. HAPPY BIRTHDAY BIN HONG! (: quite a raucous group we were. breaking out into the birthday song so unexpectedly. hehehe.

played pool with the anatolia gang. yes thankfully my fake expertise wasnt exposed too badly. my shots are better now. 9ft still sucks la. needa train more (: but im getting there! (: heeee. took a sexaay post of myself while pooling. cant get jules to upload it. oh wells.

last match. the man Vs. me. the winner? the man. LOL.

i love pool. i love pool. i love pool. (:

super late for my appointment with hao. he was pretty emo abt school. wa hahaha. alumni was pretty nice. me and hao holed ourselves up in the store room. well not badddd. the french horns are improving. thumbs up for jamie ((: played celeb and dance and i taught him the do enka melody. FROM MEMORY.

tts how much i love that song.

crapped like anything with hao. was hungry like nuts. after grabbing some light stuff we headed for pasta. it was the most boring meal ive ever had in ages. LOL. with him ahh. we always faced the same situation. always cant finish our food. and we'd sit there and stone and encourage each other. LOL. so little talk. but so many things passed btw us. my bestest best friend (:

he's so.. like that la. wah lao. and so straighforward also. *clutches heart* i confided in him again. its old news la please. lol.

'what makes u think he'll like you again?'

how true. how can he like me again? after all that ive done? but time will tell. maybe fate will intervene again. i miss him. there are things abt him that i can never forget. he was a great person. i love him still.

riahh ranted at 10:48:00 PM