Saturday, July 23, 2005
the last two days of the school week was such a waste of time. thursday being the official rhd. we had some exhibition in the morning and pe was crap. thank god ms nora never found out that i didnt do the assignment. HAHA. sighhs.

ms ah lian has finally left us. yes unbelievably. im gona miss her truckloads. her lip smacking and her ohp banging and her fondness for comparing living things with non living things. awwww. tho she isnt as thorough as mr chee and even tho she hasnt grasp the art of teaching yet. she was entertaining (:

i saw a side of her i never saw before. her mood swings and sudden outbursts are only a facade. imagine that. she's actually really nice and easy to talk to. i dont knw why but somehow she reminds me of me. when im not nasty im actually really nice.

like wth. self praise is no praise can? hahaha (:

and wth. ive been saying the same things abt ms ah lian. but anyways. she's gone already. haha. i hope she comes back and stuff. thanks for the snickers anyways.

she's 22 coming to 23. wah hahaha. she's like younger than my ex bf can?

travelled an hour to cck just to get back my scores from mei and zoey. hahaha. sat there and chatted for over an hour. lets just say that things are getting more and more shocking. wahh unity has always been the epitome of a near perfect band to me. cause they have everything they can ever ask for. a great conductor. a few new instruments. and dedicated teachers ic.

the band is super friendly. that impression has not faltered till now.

but i cant believe the cliques. and their activities. lol. and how a junior seems to be in the midst of most things. things they thought would hurt me didnt move me in the least. okayys and i didnt knw abt the joel and mEi thing until she told me. haha. tskk. and this recent thing with rachel. omg.

makes me wonder really. are working adults really so deprived of free time that they just reach out for whoever that comes along irregardless of age? i only mentioned age cause its a pretty big issue in today's society.

it could just be a farce and i do hope that they clear up the mess before it gets too far. LOL.

yayness to meya! congrats on yr new baby girl (: hahaha. and then me kim is siettie kendri and hilmi were imagining what she would do if we were to visit her. hahaha. she's such a barrel of laughs really. and then i had a little heart to heart with jules babe.

the lit substitute teacher is so the mina can? wah lao whats up with all my teachers? tskk. and hilmi and nige had such a laugh over the fact that she cant spell onomatopeia. HAHA.

wth la please. i hate farhan. my extreme dislike has somehow shifted from fauzi to him. fauzi seems almost angelic now that he's got himself someone new. there's just sth abt farhan which really irritates me. and im glad he knws that i dont like him. because i dont. and i dont think i ever will.

walking up and down my class is an eye sore. not to mention unnecssary. passing of notes? WHAT ERA ALREADY LA PLEASE?! bin hong took all this in with polite interest (: and yes he expressed his malicious glee at the fact that liling has been doing badly in all her papers. HAHA.

dearie me. im one to talk. i got 0.5 out of 25 for lit eight. tskk. she gave me a star there to cheer me up and stuff (: she went thru the paper and she asked me so i offered my two cents worth. she seemed to challenge my every response and i pressed on not caring if i sounded ridiculous or not. cause that day ms ng taught me sth.

whatever i say is right. all i gotta do is explain myself (:

ahh my two-second motivation. yayness!

its very diao to watch all 6 guys in my class direct unwavering attention on ms ng. all were responsive and attentive and hilmi BRUSHED ME OFF when i attempted to joke with him. tskk. all the girls were half dead. sighhs. ms ng ms ng. tskk.

i became bulimic with jules babe yesterday. she wanted to get high on coke and i scoffed at the idea before succumbing to the idea. bought two bottles of vanilla coke. shook it hard and downed it at one go albeit much giggling. we burped around and ate some stuff. and then we went to the toliet and threw everything up.

i couldnt at first. but then i saw a spot of blood in the toilet bowl and i was overcame with disgust. and out came everything. cheesecake and chocs. and bread. and lots and lots of coke. made quite a bit of a mess. i wanted to stop. wanted to stand up and get away. but my tummy was convulsing and it was oddly satisfying to feel the food stuff coming out of my mouth.

but im not gg bulimic. im happy the way i am (: it was just a day in the life of a bulimic weirdo.

i feel like taking up drinking. ahh the new wodka is so tempting la please. i want lychee martinis ):

i think im sick. the part and parcle of growing up (: the need to rush all the things u've never done before before you step into 18-hood and whats the fun then when ur already legal to do them? (:

much plans for an outing at sentosa today. needless to say. it fell thru. so very sorry to siettie babe for making her wait at harbourfront all by herself.

ms chong msged me on thursday morning arnd 6.30 am telling me to please not go down to bm band until she gives the green light. when i ever so politely asked in polite bewilderment she said she needed to settle some admin stuff. ahh. apparently only im not allowed to go down -again.

what have i done now sia? i always have kel or wency to go down with me. and ive been down there only once. and ive not done anything except to help them in sectionals. wth la please. i didnt do anything wrong at ALL.

everything that goes wrong its riah's fault. why? cause i have a big mouth. tts all.

tskk.

riahh ranted at 12:50:00 PM