Wednesday, July 27, 2005
much thanks and much love to those who lent a listening ear to my endless rants. kisses to queena and mEi and my younger twin. all three of you told me the same thing - to stand up for myself and not let him walk all over me. show him that im not weak. that im over and done with with him. well i am through with pining away from him.

but i will not risk it all. i very much wish to tell him all that u advised me straight into his face. but i cant.

hilmi and liyi told me that im always enraged. tts sad. i need anger management classes. IM ALWAYS SO PISSED LA. but everything upsets me. tskk.

i could have passed malay. but unfortunately i got a ZERO for my project work cause i submitted my work a few mins after midnight. OMG. at least give us some grace. maybe a few marks would do. this is unbelievable. so frustrated. frustrated enough to cry.

much love to aiziah for noticing that i was pretty upset. to pink and siettie who were kind enough to listen to me yabber away. but most of all. kisses to ali. my long time friend who ive always neglected. lol. for telling me that its been some time since u last got a kiss from me (: muahs to you too.

doesnt this seem like sth from 'the author wishes to thank the following people..?' yes of course. im just practicing for the day when i really have to write it. or maybe when i get an award and i need a thank you speech.

rolls eyes. back to the cheerful cynical me.

riahh ranted at 10:57:00 PM