Monday, July 04, 2005
those who read my life story will get what i mean.

when i grow up. i want to be a world famous journalist. im not gona be some trashy tabloid reporter. i want to report things as truly as possible. and i will not mince my words. if you deserve it. den i too deserve the chance to slander you and pour words of malice to smudge ur name. this is my chance to get back at all those who have hurt me in the past. i dont care abt being a love-hate figure. because i know that whatever i do my friends will be right by me.

yes my words do hurt people. but then again? doesnt the truth always hurts? if u try to get back at me. then there is no turning back. i will make u sorry. i will work on your emotions and make you weep. u cant hurt me with your pathetic words. i will make you pay.

because of this also. i feel like a slug. because some of the people whom ive hurt. are the people that are closest to me. im sorry that things have to be this way. no matter how the misunderstanding was cleared. i still find emotions stirring within me each time i look at you. i am sorry for what i have done but there is no way that i can talk to you. i feel sorry for you. look arnd me. i have so many ppl who care. but you are always so adamant abt keeping mum abt ur private life.

i wish i could take away ur pain. i wish i could make u smile again. all i ask of u is to be happy.

if anyone reads this and thinks that its you. please dont be so thick skinned. i didnt mention names. how do you know im not making up a story? :P

riahh ranted at 2:50:00 AM