u should never face my immediate wrath after u have pissed me off. i waited more than half an hour for ONE 147. there were many other buses that terminated at clementi but i was adamant abt taking 147 and demanding WHY i had to wait more than 30 mins for it.

FRUSTRATED. i was so frustrated. its been ages since i broke down in anger. my attempts at revising my econs failed miserably cause all that went thru my head was writing to the forum.

i always have STH to complain. sometimes the services in singapore are so sub standard. i wonder really what the foreigners saw in us. u mean u only render good service to foreigners but treat ur own people like crap?

but i relaxed after a long while and yes thankfully. econs started filtering in again.

i rushed to the bookshop before my paper to get new pens. ahhh. he was in the bookshop clearly on his way out. i brushed past him and rushed to the pens. and he suddenly busied himself with the pens as well. ahhh.

blush blush.

qsn : suggest a way to estimate national income.

ans : joel

FAINTS.

joel joel joel joel joel. nth but his name on my mind. wah lao. two and a half hour paper. two hours i spent thinking of him. me and my fantasies. wah hahahhaha. tommy was a two second infatuation. but joel. he's sth else. oh heck. who cares.

no no wait. joel is someone different. suddenly i cant wait to get home and log on and find him on friendster. and by luck add him on msn. i havent felt this way in a long time.

on my way to rhd today. i noticed many secondary schools are adopting the jc's style of uniforms - single colored two piece. single colored two piece has always been an identity. setting the jc students apart from the secondary schools. its damn sad la. to see people wearing cjc's or hcjc's colors.

sometimes i wished my friends would take punctuality a little more seriously. yes i was pretty irritated today. i had to wait pretty long for them.

pjc hosted this year's jc debating competitions. didnt see mark anywhere. wahh i miss debating! and the glory of winning and being best speaker! those were the days mann.

why do people get hyped abt sweaty sports and smelly games? whatever happened to intellectual competitions? story telling. poem recital. scrabble competition. DEBATE. lol. yes i took part in all that.

i rawkk.

felt arty at pjc. symphonic overture was being played over the loudspeakers. nice fanfare for guest of honor. new town's drummers were pretty decent. hmm. did the buggy. yes my arty side of me has shown itself. i feel like i BELONG.

more reason to drop econs. HAHA.

do and do. dont feel lke stopping. took ages just to finish one small part of it siaaa. i feel satisfied. in a way i was venting my anger.

shopppped at lot one. saw yun wei and sze jiee (: so totally made my day lah pleasee. throwing money yet again.

going broke.

did some stunts that would have made jackie chan proud while chasing for my bus. HAHAHAHA. felt down in the bus but when i thought of coming home and seeing my hamster AKA sze jie or yunwei or zoey online i feeel happppy. LOL.

i understand how queena feels. she feels it more than me. i wish things will turn for the better soon. but if the members themselves arent enthu abt band. whats left to salvage? already our teachers in charge are enthu abt band as eating raw caterpillars. the lesser pracs there are. the happier they seem.

where's the bm spirit i knew and loved? the spirit where i was a part of it.

whatever.

oh oh. sze jie was pretty LOUD today. hahahaha.

exams are over. hurrah.