Sunday, July 10, 2005
let it all be over. let all the disputes and misunderstandings be over. this alumni band is giving me headaches and enough anger to land me in hospital with a heart attack.

i called ming several times. and he picked up none of it. when i called him from wency's hp. he answered. the reason he gave? he was away and he didnt recognise my number so he didnt pick it up. but he answered a private number almost instantly.

if he had picked up the call the night before. we would have been informed that there wasnt a practice yesterday. our main purpose was to go down to talk to ming. i dont knw what they are all up to. but hopefully it isnt to get back on us for not attending pratices cause they are all RESPONSIBLE ADULTS and wouldnt stoop to such JUVENILE levels.

whatever.

im too pissed to blog. honestly. why behave like that? itd be better if they had treated us like little kids. hanging on to our tails every week and bugging us to come. rather than behaving in this manner. miscommunication? refusal to back down more like it. wasted our time going there and having that idiotic security guard barking at us.

towned. ate a lot. shopped. went to mub's birthday bbq. saw huda and fathu. they left so early. spent the whole night with siti. SYU! mubz. azmi. and ashraf. food was terrific. not much people around. thank god. ashraf is the cutest little ten-year-old in the whole world i think. and i finally found someone who speaks much much faster than me (:

i love ashraf! lol. i wana see him again. took a pic with him. hopes siti sends it to me soon.

wahh i really miss syu sia. syu is a really nice and gentle person when she's not in band. really mature and sweet. she still eats a lot. haha. but isnt so noisy la. wrapped up around nine. when to his place to chill till eleven thirty.

played playstation. lol. i rule at mortal kombat. i can only play those fighting ones. so much for gaming jargons. LOL. ate cookies. ransacked his room. and we watched the eye 10. hahahahahhaa. 5 ppl squeezed onto the bed. scream scream scream. and mubz laugh laugh laugh. faints.

fell down the stairs. sobs. HAHAHAHAHAHA. so funny.

came home.

siti told me something last night. i knew she meant it casually but i was still affected by what she said. my bubble's burst. can i still salvage it? i wont do anything about it until i ask him myself. are you people such hypocrites? if you dont want me. say it. i wont come.

you guys are special to me.

riahh ranted at 1:55:00 PM