Friday, June 10, 2005
it has been a tryingly horrible week. my condition worsened ever since i came back from balloon hat. well my cough rather. so i finally went to the doctor and it turns out i have a viral infection or whatsits. ive been a good girl and ive been taking my med and soon i'll be as good as new (: and i cant wait! i cant wait to meet all my friends and hang out in town again. go pooling and eating and talking nonsense (:

i miss going down to main band practice. so sad lar. i wana go down and play music even for awhile. but no worries. i should be ok by next wednesday. ive lost like so much weight and my figure is like so nice lar. lol. crazee =PpP.

i have no idea why people must clamour for miss tan's attention. its like when she's around every word she speaks is magic and whatever she says is right. come on people. just because she blesses u with specks of saliva doesnt mean ur gonna be the next best player of the world. i mean. how come you people dont act the same around mr neo mr er or refat? sheesh.

and one characteristic which i absolutely cannot stand abt people is when they wallow in self pity. it gets me so mad to read their blogs and they go 'oh ive got no friends. where are my friends? i wish i can talk to them. they're always not arnd' bla bla bla. I HATE THIS KIND OF BEHAVIOUR. it may be a bit rich coming from me. but how do you know that i havent had my downs? if u feel depressed do sth abt it lar. instead of moping arnd and complaining day in day out. its just so.. so.. STUPID! arghh. low lifes. go get a life lar please. u really make me sick.

i havent gotten yew hao anything yet. sadded. am gona get him sth as soon as im well enough to go out. which i so cant wait! i hate being sick. its not a nice feeling at all. time passes so fast now. its almost the end of the week. coming to third week already. oh dear. gone are my plans to enjoy the hols with my classmates.

my good friend joel left for italy ler to conduct. sad sad. hope he comes back soon. good huh to be so gifted that u can be one of the world's leading conductor (: lucky him. im sure he'll do well. jia you! dont be nervous. u can do it! haha. he's been asking me when is my next jubilance cause he loves our blue ridge. awww! =)

i think my yayness has been overused. -_-". i see people using it everywhere.

thank you to all my friends who have been sending me well wishes. really made my day.

i miss yew hao especially. we go out faster faster okayys? =)

riahh ranted at 2:16:00 PM