Thursday, May 12, 2005
pooped. seriously pooped.

but no i have a pile of assignments waiting to be done. and assignments of course meaning essays. essays and more essays. bleahh.

pe was fun larr. i love thursdays' conditioning. always show our unity. so much exchange of shorts. lol. i dont even knw where's mine siaa.

i still kesian fauzi. and jules told me not to be dumb. he's just using me to get her. which is damn true. but im so used to this kind of guys im prettty much immune. =). he wont knw that im so concerned for him as a friend. whateverr anyways.

burdened with the secrets of my friends' deepest secrets. am gona keep it with me forever and ever. i must learn to keep it in. i must keep in mind that what goes arnd comes arnd. i want them to keep mine. i must learn to keep mum. man. i have such a big mouth sometimes. but come out ahh all rubbish siaa. tskk.

lunch with jules and liyi at je long john. mannn that clam chowder is my ultimate fave for now. hee. fattening but who cares. with all the weight im losing i can afford it =). while lunching we had a pretty deep conversation abt God. again. and just basically abt christianity and muslim. i talked out my feelings and so did jules and liyi who used to be a christian just shared with us what she knew. we talked abt our experiences and stuff. may have said things that hurt all of us but friendship is stronger than all religions combined.

it didnt quell my frustrated queries but it helped ease the tension in me as i talked it out.

and then. inevitable as always. we took neos~! hahaha been some time tho. its a bit blurry too. sighh.



tts me. so tanned sia~! and there's liyi. chio eh. she's STC clarinetist. damn on abt band. and my abba gold/persis/jap 4/alvamar warbling partner. wah hahaha. and we'd make everyone so mad at our offkey singing. heee. and then there's jules babe =).

*you knw i cant smile without you... i cant smile without youuuu...

after sending liyi off me and jules holed ourselves up in je doing homework. 4-5 hrs sia. feeling so accomplished! muahahahahahaha. and yet still there are loads more to go. why? cause we've got too much to write. and we were sitting there and all the ideas were just flooding my brain. and words got jumbled up in my mouth. hahaha. and yes my weee got stuck in my bladder CAUSE I CANT FIND THE TOILET!! run the whole place. up down left right. bleahh. end up at the corner corner there. second floor. tskk.

yang satu hari ku tunggu untukmu.. kamu tak datang.

okayys. did that sound right? muahahaha. malay sucks! chinese rawkks.

stayed till 8 plus den jules dad sent me home. they were gona have dinner at railway there. =). so nice to be amongst them. reminded me of old times. when dad used to speed up so he'd miss the hump at je. how mum always cracked joked and the three of us would be spouting nonsense. sheeesh.

rmb tt guy who picked me up off the street as i was rushing to soka band tt sunday? well. he apparently stays arnd here. BLEAHH. saw him coming down the stairs as i waited for the lift. and he convinced me to stay awhile and chat with him. so bleahh i did. -_-". he die die wana go out with me sia. despite my mom confronting him the other day. asked me for my name and commented i dont look like malay. bla bla bla. so whats new?

AND HE WANTED TO TAKE A PHOTO OF ME THE IDIOT. MORON! said i so pretty. wana keep in his hp. sicko right? bleahh. den keep asking me if he got chance or not. whatever. *rolls eyes. went home. ate dinner. bloated. went online.

worrying about my homework. thinking of what miyo said. hahaha that girl. she always cracks me up. smooth operator. wah hahahahah. good one. tts a real classic. =). classic song. classic example. tks for making me see things in a different light. using pyschology. wah hahahaha. tts why he damn pyscho. muahahhahaha.

heyyy. pyschology. considering. interesting eh? maybe id try that in nus. hmmm.

sighhhieee.

riahh ranted at 9:53:00 PM