Wednesday, May 25, 2005
is it possible to just lay down and die? i want to die a peaceful death. i dont want to knw whats gona hit me. and i dont want to die suffering of a heart attack or excessive loss of blood or whatever.

in truth. i dont really care. i just want to die.

work piling and piling. my last two days in school and so many things to settle. im travelling all over singapore doing my errands. if this is what its like to go on a holiday. id rather stay in sunny singapore and rot my whole month away in town.

today im tired like hell. spent 6 hrs in town. gorged on food with yew hao. ate at anatolia. tskk. we never learn our lesson sia. met up with queen and gin. shopped. thank god. at least tts one thing done. wombat better appreciate nia. so many ppl birthday. cant wait to get them all. haha. i knw what we're getting for wency already. wee hoo. im not telling. =PpP.

surprisingly nice to hang out with queena after gin and hao went off. fun. amusing. whatsits. we had things to crap abt. yeahhs. shopped some more den headed home. im so broke can? blearghh. and on the way to the bus stop. this dude approached me and asked if we can be friends and asked for my number. queena stared at him and pulled me away telling me not to bother. and the guy went 'eh wah lao. dont like that leh.'

during this whole fiasco i looked like i was watching a tennish match. why? cause they were conversing in chinese and im pretty lan in that department. so before i could form a sentence she answered for me. TKS QUEENA~! big hugs. he was an ah beng la anyway. she told me they were watching us and she heard them follow us. sheesh.

slept in the bus. almost missed a stop. and wee hoo. a drunkard decided to follow me home.

xiao qie ni ci kuo le ma?

wth. the faster i walked the faster he swaggered towards me. freaky friday can? he oi oi me some more. idiot. but he stopped following after a long while. sheesh. so scared to turn arnd sia. and now im like hating myself cause my writing sucks.

tmr is gp paper. im not in the mood to do anything except sleep. and sleep. and wake up at 12 and go to school on time for my paper. and after that i still have so many errands to run can? tired tired. i need sleep!

oh dear mr jj. i didnt forget u. can u be right by my side now? i wish u were just a phonecall away. i want to hear ur words of comfort. and ur stupid lame jokes. and make me feel more at ease. sighhs.

shah sucks lar. bloody flirt. not as if he so handsome lar please. hopeless case lar that one. and umeeta. biangss. i swear. i almost cracked two ribs trying to contain my laughter in malay class. she told me what sanjay said abt mano. it was a joke lar duhh.

it was a serious lesson. very very dead serious. silence in the class. all eyes and ears on cikgu. and i burst into racuous laughter. and everyone turned to look and cikgu was super baffled when i simply couldnt stop my laughter. 20 mins straight. i swear.

guinness book of world records anyone? =) *tries hard to stifle laughter

riahh ranted at 9:55:00 PM