Tuesday, May 03, 2005
tossed and turned last night. the result? riah the zombie before pe. i spent econs doing up my profit and loss statement. im so sick of handling moneyy. it always doesnt tally at the end. grrr. and today i so wasnt late. i spent 20 mins waiting for the stupid bus at clementi and its so not our fault lor. whatever.

shagged. tts all im feeling now. absolutely shagged. 2 rounds up the hill and stretching as usual. and then they bluffed us! today was conditioning and if we did it quick enough we get to play games afters. we were sitting on top of a hill. one round arnd the track climb up do 20 sit ups. another round arnd the track climb up do 20 push ups. last round and den do 10 scissors jump. what did we end up doing?

one round. all three stations. two rounds. all three stations. THREE rounds all three stations. wah biangg. unfair! unjust! tired siaa. but i feel goood. like my muscles are really taut now. body feels much lighter. hehs. i can feel my waistline decreasing. =P. den played soccer! yayness!

so hot. play in the field. played keeper. asked for an umbrella. LOL. im trying to stay fair larr. now so tanned. not nice lerr. =(. sobs.

revelations of a nature i never thought possible of a friend. shocked me. shocked her too. but it placed our friendship one level up. beneath the innocence lies a dark secret. cheyyy. =PpP. now not secret lerr. hee. she actually told me i looked innocent. i must really look like one or im a great actress. tskk.

in a bid to siphon off this negative feelings in me. i told her everything i knew abt fauzi. all his bad points. and somehow writing it down and passing the note to her makes his sins look worse. i knw she's hurt. she never expected this of him. looks can decieve. im sorry babe. but she's taking it the positive way. she thanked me. =). im glad too. i dont want to see a friend hurt in a relationship.

in case anyone is wondering. I DONT LIKE FAUZI. tts so definite. tskk.

lunch with jules babe at clementi. talked a lot. abt everything. im glad i have her. =). a bit upset that they forgot to call me down to collect o level certs together. they promised anyway. but ahh wells. forget it. im ok.

luqman drilled me like mad during floorball training. TSKK. a little irritating lar. ask me move here. step slide there. move everywhere. keep eyes on the ball. ball level with belly button. so many instructions. so fast. how to listen?! not in form. dont feel like playing on friday.

ponning school on thursday. hehs. there goes my clean record =P. but all for a good cause. no one's gona pull me away from bandd! yayness!

refat says we can go down to unity main band lerr! double yayness! cant wait cant wait. so many things to do lerr! i love getting back into the busy mainstream of life. it keeps me occupied and makes me happy =)

cat is stupid. riah is cute. tskk.

riahh ranted at 8:20:00 PM