Wednesday, May 11, 2005
i think my patience has run thin. u knw how people always whine abt 'omg! like i just wrote this whole crap nonsense and blogger wiped out everything' and bla bla bla. its like so bloody irritating. FORGIVE ME. IM GONA DO THE SAME THING. not once. not twice. not thrice. BUT FOUR TIMES! arghhhh!
whatever. as i was saying..
as much as i see my blog as a thereaupeautic yoga exercise away from the daily whirrings of life. others are like an impending mine field. not knwing what you gona read and hows it gona hurt you. what for you read ppl's blog really. what you dont knw wont hurt you right? but no. its just simply human nature. curiosity kills the cat but we still die die have to go and quench their thirst for the WRONG knowledge. tskk.
is it wrong for me to let my new friends in on my realm of seclusive and secretive life of almost a year? nopes. not at all. if they read things in here which they dont wana read then they shouldnt feel upset. if i were upset with you id tell u first. u know me. straightforward and brash. but there is a downside. id have the tendency to lay on the thick creams of praise. but heyy tts part of me too. praising ppl. =). i praise those who deserves it and for those who incur my wrath id slander u unabashedly. after all. ur not gona read it. so why care?
its my sanctuary. my place. i write what i want.
glad to have landed in a class with bunch of crazy 05a2-ians. siti gives the most wonderfully lovable hugs! thanks for the hugs on the way home. been planning and planning. next week and next month are fully booked. stamp chopped confirm no time to sleep sia. tonning! swimming! tanning! water slides! go karts! bbq-ing! movies in the dark! screaming our lungs out! dancing! POOL-ing! woooohooo! studyingg. and tts just the fun part.
went to pjc for RHD training. student leaders thingiee. wah hahahaha. ms nora is like just hantam put us in there siaa. but im not making a big fuss out of it! its so exciting and so fun! weeets! facilitating little pri sch kids. so cute cann. hahaha. im team captain and im part of the float decorating thing too! weeets! exciting! golf buggy! im so gona drive the golf buggy! yayness! nus better appreciate the guts im slogging over for this stuff. hehs.
tts one month gone for RHD training. and then i have dragon boating back with my old school. not to mention band pracs. grrr. so exciting can! busy. action packed. i like it. =). being busy. being away from home. it just makes me smile. go home. sleep like a dead duck. get up and then start a new day. woo hooo.
today i did dancing. OMG! i think im like so into dancing. im gona crash into the hiphop dance course next week. wah hahahaha. tskk. siettie says its ok. =). anything goes wrong im pointing my fingers at her. hehe.
im taking my emath o's this year. and i just found out today its like stamp chopped confirm siaa. OMG! i need help! who can help?! erghh. at the rate im going ahh. tskk.
school's so fun. im enjoying it too much. the recess sessions in class. hello pandas and RIBENA. hahaha. different hairstyles everyday. my class so rawkk. thanks for the fashionable 'dos. its upping my confidence by a hundred fold. hehe.
sometimes when i look at fauzi i kesian him. but on bad days i really find him downright irksome. like a stupid bug u just wana crush and get rid off from sight asap. during reception at pj he was holding on to an overheaped plate of food and cup of punch and a smile on his face. but he walked up and down and slowly the smile faded. he didnt have anyone to sit with. ended up sitting alone.
sheesh. as much as i dont like him sometimes. i cant help it when i see things like these. they just pull at my heart strings and there i go. all soft like strawberry almond jelly. awww =(.
cancer trait. it sucks sometimes.
i didnt think abt him anymore. NUMBED from it all. or maybe because he smsed me. MUAHAHAHAHAHA. whateverrrr. i just knw today i was happy. and happy i will be for the rest of my life in mi. =). smiling my way into ntu. chehhhhh.
tks bin bin for tuesday with morrie! muax!
riahh ranted at
10:33:00 PM
