Monday, May 16, 2005
its become almost a ritual.

i just cant stand fauzi. i have no idea why. the urge to eradicate him from the face of this earth has grown stronger over the past week. i think im finally being sick of being made use of. and jules babe. just because you like him doesnt mean i do too. i just dont. i cant like him. not a person like him.

and no im not exaggerating. i really cant stand the dude. how many times must i tell people that ignorance is bliss before they get used to it? if i dont like you i simply ignore you. simple. im sorry but im just good at that. its better that i keep my mouth shut den to make matters worse by rambling nonsense and hurting ur stupid egoistical feelings.

im nasty. SO WHAT? live with it.

yes. everyday i find new things to like abt my classmates. nuraiziah is like so cool okay? she speaks english like super nice and yeah i really wasnt surprised that she's attached. i mean look at her. she may not be the prettiest girl around but with an attitude like her. wow. even i was attracted to her. judy is as crazy as ever. wah hahahaha. me and hilmi and her were like talking abt our parents cutting our hair when we were younger. =PpP. laughed my head off.

pray i do well for history. not likely to fail. i just wana do well. =).

i changed my hairstyle four times today. thanks to siettie and judy =). for all the wonderful scorpions and piggy tails and tiny little plaits and that last one u did for me. wee~! =). so yes. i used a pink butterfly clip today and mum called me an ah lian. oh pleasee. =(

andrew andeny came across liyi's blog and he came up to her today and he went 'oh so ur the girl who has been talking bad abt mrs ong and ms ng.' and like whoa. yeah she really publicised it huh? oh please. a blog is meant for personal use not for you to read and slander.

how safe are blogs nowadays? there never really was privacy on the internet not with all these comp-crazed geeks running around and hacking passwords and such. even i knw how to hack thru my own password block. bleahh.

it was just wrong for andrew to have done that. instead of scaring the poor babe half to death maybe you should have minced ur words and told her to see you personally or sth. not reduce her to a wreckage in class. horrible meanie pok.

i wanted to make her feel better. so during gp i wrote her a nice little postcard and i gave it to her. very personal. cause she's my stinkiee liyi and im her yuckiee riah. and good grief. i reduced her to tears as well. OMG! but i knw its because she's touched. and not for anything else. oh dear oh dear. its the first time tt ive really touched someone to tears. in a way feels good lar. but oh dear oh dear! =(.

mr chan asked why im so vain these days. always use the ohp mirror to doll myself up =P. and during econs while drawing bin bin eyebrows and applying foundation judy helped me color my eyes. niceee. muahahahahaha. u knw what is absolute nonsense? me lar. hahaha.

judy got so hung up with cats she asked me to go down to clarke quay and help her catch one kitten. wah hahaha. me in my uniform running arnd clarke quay trying to catch kittens. like i have nothing better to do. hahaha. funny. maybe next week la i go down help her. haha.

so many things i wana get. heee. wombat's bday coming. thank god i knw what to get lerr. needa save up faster faster. wana watch kingdom of heaven soon soon! grrr. hee. and this friday is unity! time is so gona fly past again. i cant wait.

did i mention my gp exam is next thursday? so so screwed.



ok so tts silly me during andrew's lessons. he wasnt arnd. and i was so pissed with fauzi for being such a lame brained idiot. bleahh.

where are you mr jj?

riahh ranted at 7:40:00 PM