Monday, May 02, 2005
saturday was a mad mad day. waking up early. chionging to bb. getting refat's clothes. rushing to town. writing up the inventory and making a price list. and even then im already feeling worried that we wont earn much. TSKK.

nad just had to go and enjoy herself on a shopping spree. spending money on things which we never used. the money we earned barely recouped our losses. tskk. ok and then she feels all guilty and tells me to give her lesser and the rest more share. err. hello? im the finance manager? i decide.

but its so sad can. earning a hundred plus and getting back only like 6 bucks as commission? its a damn arrow straight to my heart man. this project was a failure. but it showed the spirit of millennians. =). tts sth good abt this on a whole then.

i was so happy to see my friends coming down. wency queen hao and kel. u guys rawkk my world. =). they are so the best. always sharing things with me. all the in and out gossip. hehs. and always treating me drinks? good ppl they are. we're gona go collect o level certs together okayys. den we hang hang hang =). miss those times. been so long already.

bazaar itself was ok. but we're always selling things way below price. ppl still wana haggle for 20 cents. wah biangg. very pissed and stressed. was hot and bothered. legs were aching. and i hadnt eaten a single thing the whole day. twelve ppl in my group. but where are they? slap them all lar i tell you. idiot fauzi.

i think being in MI. being in the arts stream has changed me. in a good way of course. crazier if not so. =PpP. more hugs and kisses with the girls. more outspoken. more artistic. and this i cannot deny. more creative juices. u should see what i did with my phone. my fashion sense has changed. drastically. VERY drastically.

into heels. sillettos. kitten heels. hk braided belts. army greens. loud colors. printed tops in wild colors. jeans. lets not get to how baggy OR tight they get. fashionable hats. and *gulps. mini skirts. i already purchased TWO! and mum doesnt knw abt it. wah lao! i was happily flouncing arnd in my new mini skirt on sat.

-__-". shameless dont u think. raised eyebrows. surprised gasps. love the attention. but no. after that i changed back to jeans. tskk. hipster and flare minis. can it get any worse? not to mention my fetish for perfumes~! im mad. gosh im mad.

i like the after school activities. dinner with jules farah and fauzi at jp. ALWAYS jp. cant blame. the food there rawkks! sometimes bumping into shikin while she waits for her shift at jp coffee bean.

i love school. hard to believe isnt it. just a month ago im moping arnd. thinking of attempting suicide. and blahhh. but i like this new me. im going for an extreme makeover. i will pierce my ears AT LAST! and change my 'do. but inside it will always always be Riah.

fret not friends. Riah will never go. she is always here to stay. chehhhh. =P.

wait. did that come out right? sounds so melayu right? omg. this is sick.

i think my skipping meals has started again. tts why i feel so good abt myself. my weight loss is a lot. not healthy but im happy. =). i wont skip meals. i will only eat in moderation. only one serving for each meal. no snacks. but my dear wonderful friends who knw me ever so well. like KELVIN TAN ZHI HONG. will tempt me endlessly until i give in.

a victim of temptation. mrs meya will smack me left right centre.

tskk.

riahh ranted at 6:01:00 PM