Monday, May 09, 2005
there's sth abt kenny which ive never seen before. in all his glory. i wished i had his confidence which seems to exude from every visible pore on his stinking face. kenny is confident and nothing gets him down. tts such a sweet trait. not only that he's a loyal friend. unfortunately he's a perverted girl watcher. =)

i enjoyed pool with him yesterday. fair game. win some lose some. the last game was bloody memorable. wah hahahahahhaa. kenny i rawkk! and yeah. tcc not nice lehh. damn cartoon u drink from that tiny cup. pour in the wrong sugar some more. wah hahahahaha. lamezz.

but after ur stupid call last night at one plus. i couldnt go back to sleep. i tossed and turned the whole way until i had to get up. i was wide awake and fresh. i was a walking zombie. the whole day was a nightmare. thank god for lessons for once. sth to take my mind off things.

hugs and kisses to all my friends. for noticing that i was upset and immediately knwing what was up. and tks to liyi judy suriani jules bin hong the gay for all your hugs and smooches! and for hilmi for your stupid announcement on the board. wah hahahahhaha. u crazy idiot. and to fauzi for being a MATREP on purpose to make me smile. =). and huier mei. just known u for such a short while but u've been a tremendous person. such friends i have. never will ask for more.

julianne u sick bitch. wah hahahaha. farah for your sweet letter and drawing. omg =). u rawkk!

and jules babe for always being there for me. love ur hugs and kisses.

that hate letter thing worked. it may be temporary but i will make it last.

we were being stupid after school. standing outside the school gate and neighing and burping and snorting. and singing. and we walked down the hill to take 77 to bb. but then me and jules changed our mind and decided to run up the hill in 1 min flat to catch the bus! woo hoooo!

im hyper now. high on sugar. maybe? or higher on depression. wah hahahaha. who cares. im not gona let anyone have the satisfaction of watching ME break down. im so high on pool these days. really wanted to pon econs and go play pool sia. im on a roll people!

pool kakis anyone?!

and omg. i cut my hair again. judy the ex hairstylist managed to repair my hacked fringe. she thinned my hair and styled it. trimmed my ends. and made me look prettty =). think jap. wah hahahahha. but fluffy lar. aishayy. really need to get gatsby siaa. stupid fringe. i gave u a kiss! and we got it down on cam. memoriess!

so sweet. suddenly when im at my lowest. all my friends start flooding me with sweet msges and testimonials and friend requests and everything else. its God's will. a friend like them is worth a million him. im the luckiest in the world.

to jacintha. tho u may never read this. we've been apart for like years. but ur still hanging in there and making me feel like a million dollars each time u talk to me. and we dont talk often. always once every few months =). friends always babe. long distance friendship rawkks!

to moo moo. ive always been brushing u off ever since i got to knw abt the problem. but u've persistently been thick skinned to risk incurring my wrath by sending me thoughtful messages. tts so sweet.

im not gona dedicate this to all my friends. wah hahahaha. but i love them all the same. =)

riahh ranted at 8:12:00 PM