Saturday, May 07, 2005
no time to sleep. tired like siao. 2 history essays due. a level standard. *faints. how to crap so much? 4-5 pages?! omg. each. i forgot to mention. *rolls eyes.

woke up bright and earlyy. went sch to paint classroom. funnnnnn! LOL. classroom looks so much nicer. stupid baby foot prints and flowers and cat prints on the wall. hahahaha. paint fight. throwing paint tissues at each other. my class is just so united larrs. work hard. play even harderr. today i did sth i never imagined i would do.

hehs. free haircut.

my hair. MY HAIR! in the hands of a bunch of ppl i barely knew. hahahah. but it looks great now. just a bit of a trim and ahem ahem. lol. my wonderful band peeps will knw what i look like. NICE RIGHT?! muahahahahaha. but must use lots of gatsby larr. sheesh. my hair so fluffy one. cannot keep down. tskk.

so many thanks to mai siti jules babes! and sarah. lol. thank you so very much. when i become the next ms singapore i will rmb u guys. hahaha. den free makeover again. but none for me. had to go to band. lol.

stupid iskandar. stupid stupid is. idiot. was talking to jules and suddenly heard a table crash to the floor. when to investigate and i saw is lying on the ground. OMG! like i just stood there and was so damn shocked. thinking where my phone was so i can call the ambulance and stuff. fauzi and siti were explaining to us what happened. and jules was like slapping him and painting his face. i was so stunned.

and im so gullible also.

u knw the rest la ehh? no need i say out. -_-".

washed up. ate lunch. choked. because is was talking abt his friend's dad's fart sounding like a zipper and the stupid murtabak just went down the wrong way. teared a lot. i didnt knw i would survive. LOL. veryyyy scary! omg. THAT close to death. hehs. they forced me drink down a lot of rubbish. each time i tried to talk id end up gasping for breath. muahahah. so i shut up and ate =).

rushed to band. damn frustrated. thought i sure late. WTH. i gelek my way down from mi i will still have lots of time lor! today no strength. =(. played a bit lerr tired. my lips numb again. my high notes sound like crap larr. its like so li tang-ish. very tight. NO TONE AT ALL LAR. what time that lizard come?

almost 6. idiotic. VERY IDIOTIC. no professionalism. today played challenge. centuria. and celeb and dance. i didnt play as much as them but i was equally tired. warm ups were a bit different. a little hard to catch up. hehs. so sleeepy. today i dont knw whats wrong with that lizard lor. its his first time seeing the rest and HE WAS PICKING ON US. every single thing its always us us us. got others in the section BUT NO! he chose US!

wency played with wrong expression. legato but she played staccato and he made such a big deal. other people made worse mistakes. like the HORNS. but practically never say anything. he keeps on picking on queen also. i think she out of habit lar. always 'huh? where?' den he said so sarcastically 'please listen next time.'

and when he's commenting on you. he'll stare right at you. eye to eye. freaky friday larr that lizard. and kelvin was following him lor but he said kelvin was going faster and faster. YEAH RIGHT. then my counting also wrong lar hor. going slower and slower. once he just stopped in the middle of playing and told us not to tap our feet.

he's so different from the first time i met him siaa. a total complete makeover. he made queena pretty angry abt the high C thing. i have a feeling that the alumni told him abt us. probably how proud we are and stuff. tts why he only picked on us. idiot. i where got pull the band down. i was playing faster than you lor. and pull what band down. they also not playing. tskk.

talked abt this. and yew hao tried to make us see reason. said maybe lizard saw potential in us and wants us to improve. and i added that yeah. we're like so into refat that we're not open minded enough to accept other conductors and their teachings. but so far. refat i think really connected with us larr. others dont seem to have any connection at all.

we wanted to leave at 5 sia. when hafiz wasnt there. we were all so hiong abt pooling. damn on already. but the guys wanted to play lan games. halfway thru voting HAFIZ WALKED IN. so guys next time. just play pool! no need think. PLAY POOL!

azman. u big deal ah? president of np band ask u go their band camp? come here never acknowledge us. play all ur DIFFICULT songs by urself. yeah la. too bad la ehh. we too lousy for you. SORRRAY. mam jia yun also got ask wency but she said she dont want. cause she knws where her roots are. james barnes tickets? give my mates or give refat larr. so thick skinned come and ask me. call me unfair some more. OH PLEASE.

comment some more. sp band concert next week 12 bucks. and urs only 6 bucks. like duhhhhh. see the standard then u know lar.

everyone's living in a world of contradictions. azman was so on abt alumni last time. but now he doesnt give two hoots. always looking down on np band. but when the prez extend his invitation wah so big shot ah. head too big lar ehh. whatever lar. refat was right abt u from the start. just that i was too stubborn to see it.

we all ran. rannnnn away. when jamie asked us to pay band fund before we left. but i interrupted her with cheryl's fuhua msg. LOL. so we rannn. kelvin first one to run. sit at the stair case wait for us. hehe. ate dinner at far east again. rot there. laughed a lot. talked even more. then went home.

i wanted to send them a msg when i got on the bus. but so lazy. so i sent them a msg thru msn.

you guys are the bestest friends that one can ever ask for. thanks for being part of it (=

ni de zhui hao the pen you will be from band. always and always. spread the msg. band rawks.

riahh ranted at 10:18:00 PM