Saturday, May 28, 2005
im happy with my blog. i spent the whole day on it. slogging my guts out. the end result is always wonderful. u reap what you sow. how true.

its nice staying home on a saturday afternoon for a change. my much awaited sleep was wonderful. interrupted a few times in the early morning by calls and msges. and oh please. prank calls are so yesterday. its so not funny. each time i closed my eyes i could easily fall back into la la land. mmm. *smiles blissfully. been online ever since 2. i think my eyeballs are gona pop soon. hehs.

*written some 20 mins later*

wtf lar please. each time something crops up all points fingers at riah. THIS IS SICK LAR. just because im more verbal than the rest everything is my fault?! he comes online and all he does is accuse me of stupid rubbish nonsense which arent even true. he says i mentioned sth on my friendster profile. how rubbish is that? am i so bo liao to actually mention him on something so overrated like friendster?

he accuses me of being selfish because ive been going arnd telling people not to go for np concert. OH PLEASE. ive only ever told the regulars abt it. and all i mentioned was that i didnt want to go cause its not worth going. its not a big deal if i miss it. i said I. wth. and he said i gossiped a lot about them. and that i have no respect for the alumni. and if i do have any. use it.

WHO ARE YOU TO TALK TO ME ABT RESPECT?! i respect those who respect me. accusing me of sth and not telling me where u heard it from. is that respect? ohh SORRAY. no one taught me that. and what source what rubbish. u think this one what? storybook ah? wake up la hello. you dont want to tell me done. i dont care also. u want to believe what u believe. as long as u happy azman DEARRRRR.

AND WHO ARE YOU TO LECTURE ME ABT THE ALUMNI BAND? everybody gossips abt u guys. everybody gossips abt np band. im not the only one hor. please get that in ur head. u think ur that good? well ur not. you get that? no matter how good a player you are. with an attitude like yours. u will never go far. GO HOME BETTER LA PLEASE. dont come and find me and talk to me like im the cause of all this. everybody played a part. why do i have to bear the brunt of it all?

my attitude hasnt changed. ive always been like this and will always be like this.

contradictory tts what u are. look at what u and queena talked abt. look at how the alumni twisted the whole story ending in this fiasco. kelvin said performance. de kun said concert. i repeatedly mentioned performance. de kun still took it as concert. wth. dig ur ears can? do you know whats the difference btw concert and performance? dont anyhow spread stories la. azman what concern is it of yours whether or not we performed yesterday and what songs we play? u think ur wanted? THINK AGAIN. nobody wants u. dont need to offer urself.

this is irritating la please. i do not solely play a part in this. but no. when something goes wrong its always riah's fault. and why's that? cause i just happen to talk a lot. i happen to stand up for the whole world's rights. why do i even bother? cause im defending myself. from meanie poks who spout absolute nonsense.

grrr. and so the night ends on a very bad note. idiot.

riahh ranted at 9:53:00 PM