Monday, May 02, 2005
he repeatedly mentions that im not his gf anymore. and it doesnt affect me as much. is this acceptance? good then. but he finds other ways to bring me down.

am i that despicable? that cheap? that desperate?

maybe i am. but i wont make ppl see that way of me. i wont be labelled as cheap in my first year here! i still have 2 years plus to go! im a freshman and ppl are gona look down on me. im building up a reputation. let it be a good one.

dont let me be a victim of my own contradictions. what i say from now on i must stand by it. and i must. prove him and everyone else that im not weak.

i bring him many storms. well friend. u bring me many too.

good night.

riahh ranted at 11:57:00 PM