Monday, April 18, 2005
hehehe. i wore my new shoes today. pretty pretty! okayys today im in a good mood. why? plenty of reasons. hehe. lessons went great. today was just crapping around a lot siaaa. julie finally explained fuzzie wuzie to me. not only that she intro-ed many new games to me. hahaha too bad im damn smart. i figured them out during gp.

i love my notebook. its so multi purpose and colorful. prettyy =).

i got inspiration today while talking to hilmi [st pats gay flautist] and shikin [shuqun's flautist]. me and shikin roughly got the backbone out but i will do the rest. getting it together. pitching the idea. really cant wait to get it started sia. my new baby. my new project.

'what if it fails? what if u get rejected? you gotta face all these.'

i dont like failing in what i have set out to do. i hate rejections and most of the time what i want i will get. i will go all out to make sure i get what i want. and this is not merely MY want. its the want of so many other people in my school. no one's making any noise so they're keeping quiet. IM gonna make the noise. its up to the rest to back me up.

im just impressed by the numbers. there are pros and cons to it. im keeping my fingers crossed. i will not be pushed down when i havent even stood up yet. if for every move i make i get pushed two steps i will go on. i will make this happen. i want it to happen.

already so many imminent problems before i even start. major problems. how do i get round to it? *cross fingers and stinkiee toes. i hope all goes well.

by the way i noticed that my toes are in the pink of health. *awed

im just happy today. LOL. no guys allowed. wah hahahahahahahahahahaha.

riahh ranted at 9:38:00 PM