Sunday, April 24, 2005
i have only seen the amiable side of refat. sometimes when he blows up its scary and in the face of it i dont knw what to do.

i dont knw what queena was implying. she just asked me to give her ming's number and tell me to chill dont worry so much. before that i was out of my mind with endless needless worries and i dont knw what other crap nonsense else.

i need to learn to relax.

after getting reprimanded by refat i feel much better. *sweats. like i knw what kind of position he is in now. i read his initial entry abt us before he changed it. he's that pissed.

blogging is my sanctuary away from the hectic schedules of life. i feel better each time i pour sth out. im glad ur here for me bloggie. love you.

i cant believe what i said to huda. i just cannot believe it actually came out of my mouth. what the heck was i thinking?! sheeeesh.

riahh ranted at 11:00:00 PM