Friday, April 15, 2005
IM DAMN PISSED. AS IN VERY BLOODY PISSED.

WHATS WRONG WITH U PEOPLE? COMPLAIN DAY IN DAY OUT THAT ALUMNI SUCKS. REFAT FROM EARLY EARLY SAY LIAO U WANT HIM TO COME IN JUNE. YOU JUST ATTEND THE BLOODY PRACTICES. NOT HAPPY WITH THEIR ATTIUDE U SHUT BLOODY MOUTHS AND SWALLOW IT IN. YOU THINK WHAT I VERY HAPPY AR? GO THERE SEE THEIR 'WHAT-THE-HELL-ARE-YOU-DOING-HERE' FACES?!

EVERY WEEK I HAVE TO HUNT YOU GUYS DOWN ONE BY ONE AND CAJOLE U GUYS TO GO. ALWAYS COMPLAINING UR TONE SUCKS. KEEP ON WANTING TO PERFORM BUT REFUSE TO ATTEND PRACTICES. WHERE OTHER PLACE TO TOUCH UR INSTRUMENT THAN ALUMNI BAND?!

STOP BEING SO STUCK UP PLEASE. EAT A SLICE OF HUMBLE PIE. LEARN TO IGNORE. IGNORANCE IS BLISS PEOPLE! BLISSSS!

I WANT REFAT BACK AS MUCH AS YOU. BUT I CANT BE THE ONLY ONE DOING THIS. ONE PERSON DOESNT MAKE A DIFFERENCE IN THE BAND. YOU WANT STH U WORK FOR IT.

CRY NOW SMILE LATER PPL. OR HAVE U FORGOTTEN THAT?

IM SO PISSED WITH PPL SAYING 'OK LOR. MAJORITY GO I GO LOR.' WHAT THE HELL?! YOU THINK IF NONE OF YOU GO I WONT GO IS IT? WHY WORRY ABT WHETHER THEY KEEP THEIR PROMISE OR NOT? WHAT IS MOST IMPORTAT NOW IS THAT WE KEEP OUR END OF THE PROMISE.

NO MORE TALKING OR MEETINGS LA PLEASE. IT JUST DOENST WORK. TALK SO MUCH. BUT GOT DO ANYTHING OR NOT? NO RIGHT?! SO WHY WASTE TIME?!

WHY CANT YOU GUYS JUST SEE THE BIG PICTURE? WHAT MUST I DO TO MAKE U GUYS SEE IT? WHAT? WHAT?!

QUEENA NOW U ALREADY MAKE PROMISES PLEASE DONT BREAK IT LA HOR. IVE HAD ENOUGH OF IT.

DONT STOOP TO THEIR LEVEL. NOT HAPPY DONT GO. NOT HAPPY LEAVE EARLY. WE ARE REFAT'S BAND. AND REFAT'S STUDENTS NEVER BEHAVE LIKE CHILDISH IDIOTS. AND YES IVE BEEN ONE. BUT IM NOT GONA MAKE THE SAME MISTAKE AGAIN.

IM SICK OF SITTING ARND ENVYING OTHER BANDS WHEN I CAN OBVIOUSLY DO THE SAME AND MAKE A DIFFERENCE.

COME ON PPL. CRY NOW. SMILE LATER. SMILE VERY VERY BIG OK?

sheesh. ive never been so pissed. at least i knw tt ive swallowed my pride. and now am getting well with most of the brass alumnis. not buddy buddy larrrr. but civilised. mutual respect all that sai. im gona keep at it. if im gona be the last one standing so be it.

queena. u promised me. please dont break it. please maker sure june jia wen ah boon and the rest come down if not today if not next week at least the week after that. they were once so enthu. let them relieve it again.

lets relieve jubilance ppl. lets relieve the good old days of jubilance.

riahh ranted at 10:20:00 PM