Friday, April 15, 2005
sometimes all it takes is one person to make a difference in ur life. to show u right in ur face how materialistic. how shallow u really are.

i recently made a friend called farah. and she's unbelievably cute. she stands out from any crowd. cause she's big. she's tall. she's got dry hair. and she's so plain looking u cant help not staring at her. but she's always there with a ready smile. she's friendly. and she's unbelievably honest.

she's not embarrased to admit that she gets 1-2 dollars a day for pocket money. she works part time every sunday at novena's kfc to get extra cash. she brings her own food to sch sometimes. i didnt really used to like her tt much. but after spending time with her u just cant help being attracted to her charms.

2 days ago. jules and farah went back together. jules waited at the bus stop facing the canteen for 173. farah walked down that treacherous hill to her bus stop. 173 takes ages to arrive. in that course of time jules saw farah returning back to sch to fill up her water bottle before she headed down tt hill again.

this is not pity. maybe to a certain extent yes? but tts beside the point. how can anyone have the heart to treat someone like farah so horribly? like asking her out den playing her out? i mean she's human too. she has feelings. im going out of my way to be extra nice to her sia. i bring extra extra food for all three of us. i buy her drinks sometimes. and yeahh u knw. just be nice without seeming like charity.

today. i treated her to burger king. without hesitation. without feeling that selfish pinch in my heart. i think im learning to be nice. i should learn to be nice. im so nastiee siaa.

farah msged me at the end of the day. said thanks for the treat and tt she'll treat me next week when she gets her pay. i told her its ok (: i dont expect anything back for a kind act.

ive been in the company of boorish guys for far too long. ive seen my fair share of girls and their characteristics. i strongly dislike a lot of ppl. and most of them are girls. and its no wonder i find it hard to mix with them. i find it hard to show a good first impression to these bimbotic brand-conscious girls. cause u gotta make sure ur hair is straight. ur skirt is short. ur branded from head to toe. a bit of foundation. drawn eyebrows. yada yada yada.

fakers.

they just cant accept the real you. girls are so... caught up in their own bubbles. sheesh.

speaking of bimbos. lol. my class is full of them. hahahah. o5a2 rawkks. during break so many ppl were holed up rushing thru the jabberwocky poem due tt day. at the back of the class was a free hair straightening session. HAHAHA. they brought that iron thing. and the front of the class these grp of girls were painting their nails. =PpP. a bunch of guys were queuing up for the hair styling thing.

lamers. my class rawkks. now with steph gone. *smirks

i got interviewed at town today. for reuters. shucks. i didnt knw sia. the guy say wana ask opinion abt the dealth penalty in singapore. den he left me with a case study. as i was reading the paper this lady with a mic came up to me followed by the guy with a camera this time. i freaked out siaaaaaa. no wonder jules ran away so fast.

bla bla bla. but i still did it in the end. hehs. panicked lar at first. dont what to say. mind blank. den slowly get into the drift of things. *smiles. but farah said i talked too fast. sheesh.

jules got me and farah into a state. she intro-ed the fuzzy wuzy game. ahem. i edited it. it is now. fuzzie wuzie! yayness! cute right? hahahahaha. ok lar. the game damn hard lar. she gave me an example and im supposed to see the pattern. there is no connection. only a pattern. here are some examples.

1. fuzzie wuzie loves football but hates leg.
2. fuzzie wuzie loves cookie but hates monster.
3. fuzzie wuzie loves trees but hates rain.
4. fuzzie wuzie loves millennia but hates institute.
5. fuzzie wuzie loves sweet but hate sour.

remember there is no connection. only a pattern. her hint? look at the alphabets. and there is nothing to do with the number of alphabets.

im clueless. im so dumb. lol.

ive made my decision. i dont want to spend my sundays at soka. sighh. i cant cope with it. and i dont wish to perform tmr. i think i will find someone to replace me. sorry noraziah. tmr hafiz coming. wana go see.

ive made too many commitments. and there is so little time. im drowning.

i think im pms-ing. i dont knw why im thinking of weird things these days. tsssskkk.

ok waiting for that zombie to come online. that is if he hasnt fallen asleep. -_-".

riahh ranted at 8:42:00 PM