Friday, April 22, 2005
i dont knw what the hell is wrong with mr han. i dont knw why the hell he's acting like an insecure girlfriend and neither do i care. i had a horrible day today and he's testing my patience. its hard enough holding the tears in without him going on and on and on. i am gg to blow.

mr han should be condemned to hell to suffer for eternal life.

'why did u play us out?'

WTH?! i didnt play u out idiots. its such a stupid word to use in the first place. i backed out yes but i found a bloody replacement for you guys. and i dont knw why the hell ur making such a rackus when eddie isnt getting pissed at me. demanding to knw the reason WHY i chose not to perform. i have already apologized to u a million times and each time u never fail to find faults with me.

u have insulted me in many ways imaginable and i think its gone too far. u called me a piece of work. i am not sincere. not remorseful. not understanding. not mature enough to understand sincerity. u called me arrogant. u called me stubborn.

'WAKE UP LITTLE GIRL! this isn't fairy tale'

Life Sucks!! When you pray for a miracle, it refuses to show and yet brings about negativity. It will all soon be over! says:
But the fault was something that wasn't cause by me.. But still it was my fault.. For the Cause or the root of the problem is an Arrogant Trombone player whose Ala Mata is Bukit Merah Sec

YOU WANT TO INSULT ME U INSULT ME. YOU DONT GET MY BAND INVOVLVED. AND OH PLEASE YOU CANT EVEN SPELL ALMA MATER?! DONT TRY TO SHOW OFF UR IDIOTIC LANGUANGE IN FRONT OF ME.

how rude can one person be? all he does is harp on and on abt what being friends or whatever. den what i must tell him the reason why i chose not to perform last minute. and what i tarnished his name or whatever. ur name was already tarnished a long time ago. u wonder why YOUR alma mater shun u? i think i knw why.

u need some serious growing up mr han.

im not remorseful in the least after talking to you abt it. a friend u say? a friend doesnt push another friend to his/her limits. friends dun demand to knw why. friends never insult another friend. and btw. since when do i regard u as a friend? u petty piece of rabbit shit. bringing in what treating me to DRINKS and giving me LIFTS?!

like i asked u for them.

im like so glad u blocked me in msn. give me less things to worry abt.

there. i talked it out. why do i still feel so horrible?

riahh ranted at 11:19:00 PM