Saturday, April 23, 2005
today queena flooded me with smses and calls.

sth came up with june and gang. she was so excited abt playing the flute again and coming back on sats to play and chill out with the rest of the band at first. den she suddenly turned the tables and said hurtful things which shouldnt have been said.

we do not need you guys to come back so that we can have refat back. if you take it that we are begging you please dont come back. we just wana stay in contact and chill on sats while making music. tts all.

'mayb u al reall nd us..but pls stop sayin e alumni is bad n praisin how GD our batch r..overal they r stil our senior n they learn music longer den us pls respect dem..tt al i got to say i reall don lik u guys to look down on den lik i say we all lik music..wat for wanna say hu GD hu lousy..so wat if their bad we don have to say it out..'

tt was a message from june. contradicting in some ways. yes we are learning to respect them. we're starting now. and so far its been going on great. maybe we do look down on them. maybe we were too arrogant. after jubilance and all tt. but they too look down on us at times. snobbing us saying we're too good for the pieces they play. okayys. but what she says its true. no point making comparisons.

they learn music longer than us. correct. we learn music faster than them. tt is the difference. within nine months we flourished from nobodies to somebodies. some better than the alumni even. but yes. respect is respect. then respect it shall be.

did i forget to mention that azman who was so pro alumni band has decided not to join? apparently our 'oh im the best clarinetist in the WHOLE WORLD' has decided that the alumni band is unworthy of his talent. and he has psycho-ed june and renqi as well. most probably. just because he alone has nowhere to go. just because he alone cant make it for band on sats because he ALONE has to study for his stupid EMATH which he FAILED. he decides no one else should join without him.

please God tell me. why do the male species take so long to grow up? its sickening.

riahh ranted at 12:26:00 AM