Monday, April 04, 2005
i shortened my skirt. ahem. understatement of the year. go figure. its now officially 2.5 cm above my knee. not only has it increased my morale it has made me happier too. LOL. yes today was the first day of lessons. officially. im just happy being in sch today. even the gloomy weather did nothing to dampen my spirits.

imagine gg to sch knwing that ur gona end at 5.15 today. and knwing too that u dun have to sit thru stupid STUPID math or science lectures. haaaaa. the feeling is priceless. i had history. econs. literature and gp. double periods always end so fast =(. everything ends so fast. hahaha. except lunch =). ive got so many breaks in btw its unbelievable. how to lose weight like that?! shucks.

i had a weird encounter today. this butch in my class seems to have taken a liking to me. like she came up really close. bent over my table and all. u knw tt close proximity that one gets to enjoy only in a relationship? bianggs. den like wont budge. just stay there. like. scaryyy. but haha. it was nice while it lasted. =X. im not crazy. im human. i have feelings too. shucks.

becca commented i looked happier today =). haha. they knw me as the homesick kid. in a way i still do get a litttttle bit homesick but im getting used to it here. mr andrew is so cool. lol. i mean he uses word like that arse's father. or that idiot is such a loser. or a wimp. this referral is of course to authors. shucks.

gp was such a laugh. discussing family as the basic unit of life under social issues. talked abt continuing life and bla bla. lol. and for some reason or another. i mentioned incest. class went bonkers. shucks. =P.

mrs meya asked us to associate ourselves with an animal. i thought of a kitten. im playful. and i like attention. but that doesnt quite cut it right. after coming here. i realized that im very soft spoken. plus i speak really really fast. and im not noisy anymore. haha. im super shy. and basically just mumble my way arnd. =P.

yes im happier now. and i hope to stay this way.

fat i noticed u changed ur profile all ler =). would be lying if i said i didnt feel that shortness of breath or that sinking feeling. but it was slight. not very drastic until want to commit suicide all. its just a matter of facing up to the facts. i guess thats the last obstacle that i have to overcome on my own. i just find it a little hard to believe that u knw u can forget things so fast =)

fat no matter what happens ar. must stay in contact all knw. i dun want to become like ur ex all. finish means finish. shucks. with me no finish finish all hor. die die must friends forever all. lol. ur a good friend. someone i can turn to once in awhile. =). stay cool fat. LOL.

yes. im single. but im not available. HAHA. i dont want to go into a meaningless bgr. seems like im always at the losing end. shucks. =P.

yups. dinner's terrific tonight too. what more can i ask? =).

riahh ranted at 7:16:00 PM