Wednesday, April 20, 2005
i saw julie come up the bus today. she rejected ech siaaa. tks to ash for talking it out with her. =). she was like so quiet. so stoned today. hehs. but when we got to class ht on mc. yayness~! havocc. i decorated our lock and our box label. awwww pretty pretty! =). den i got locker lerrr! me and julie share share. now inside got one file one book and 2 exe books. oh and one pretty blue box. awww. =)
nazri should just get lost and die. i have never met anyone more perverted and deprived than him. idiot. wah lao. really never show respect for women siaa. and its not as if u got so much to show. OH PLEASE.
today hungry hungry. awww. =(. pay here pay there. pay all kind of sch things. sad sad. but i ate my kit kats. yummy yummy =). heeee.
really falling asleep in history. dang. cannot seem to keep my eyes open. drifting drifting drifting.. *snaps to reality. drifting drifting drifting.. *sits up. haha. after that draw draw again. draw draw my paper. a lot of unnecessary nonsense. suddenly got sg rhap. and gwh somewhere else. draw my name. draw a lot of rubbish larrr. den she made a joke abt revolting. hehs.
i have never felt so embarrased during lit. DANG. butt of the joke siaaa.
i was hugging my bag. looking under the table at my laces.
mrs meya: why are u sleeping in my class?
me: no i wasnt! i was looking under the table.
mrs meya: no u werent. u were sleeping in my class.
me: [flustered] no i wasnt! i was looking under the table...
mrs meya: u were sleeping in my class and i dont like ppl to sleep in my class.
me: [biting my lip] ...
class was very tensed and silent at this point in time. i was unduly embarassed and i was flushing.
mrs meya: how do you find the atmosphere in the class now?
class burst into laughter. i laughed too. out of relief. WAH BIANG. so malu-ating. she laughed too. we were discussing the use of dialogue in a play and the effect it has on the audience. whew. good actress she was. hehs. im so gullible. =P. i rawkk!
today met up with hao. slept in the bus again. im really tired these days. =(. i cant help it. sighh. met at bugis. walked here walked there. ate prata. walked to city hall. talked a lot today. talked abt band. talking abt that saturday. we were singing ross roy. last page. winds beautiful part. and i started to cry. i could hear my own winds running. i can hear wency june pearlyn playing it so sweetly. hear azman and the rest of the clarinets. not the best. but they were my band members. no matter how many disagreements we have. it all seems trivial. i can never ask for a better batch. i love them all.
it was stupid to cry. but i just miss my band so much. i miss hearing my winds. i miss hearing refat's 'walk into a gold band with both eyes closed' winds. i hope to hear it come back soon. i dont want to hear silence or wrong notes or wrong rhythm. i want to hear it perfect. as perfect as it was on 14th jan 2005.
slacked at starbucks. iced cocoa was yummmy =). den came over to my hse. played with ah bee. went online. yew hao was bored. started to talk rubbish. i have never seen yew hao laughed so much. wah lao. in the bus on the way here he laughed like mad. in my hse he laughed like mad. just because i wanted to measure our feet size.
he called me big foot. sweats.
listened to band songs. hehs. yay he coming with me to alumni this sat! kelvin was so surprised when he learnt tt i was the only one who went last sat. he went 'three cheers and three cheers and three cheers for Riah. HIP HIP HOORAY!' hehehehehe.
econs due tmr. gona finish up and then crash. i got locker lerr yayness!
i think its true what they say. u bloom the most when ur in secondary school. its where u learn to deal with ur emotions. where u grow up in every aspect. and where u learn to enjoy life to its max. i love my secondary school and i love the people in there. im very attached to bm. always and always. =)
riahh ranted at
8:18:00 PM
