Monday, March 07, 2005
i sometimes do feel that it would feel very nice if honeyy started paying me a little more attention. =(. duno why im even saying this.

yew hao has been lovely to me. i duno. i think he overall is a very nice person. he doesnt always stick with one grp. he always remembers tt he has other friends too. and makes time for everyone. i told him how i felt and he says that i think likewise cause i have been spending so much time with hao. and so little time with honeyy. he made me see why i was feeling so negative and stuff.

still facing the probs abt my contact lenses. whatever. i can do it alone. its my problem anyway.

mitchell reading my phone wasnt intentional. really it wasnt. i knew it would get honeyy into trouble. but i didnt like shove it under his nose and ask him to read it. whatever ok?

i guess some of us talk too much. ok next time. i must remember to just shut up and focus. band is serious. not a time to joke and stuff.

if he's mad at me abt.. oh forget it. he's never mad.

i told you yew hao. miracles never happen. i just live life day after day. i try not to get hopeful. but i knw myself. all that crap abt a stupid leopard not changing its spots? yeah.

craps. i have said enough. whatever.

riahh ranted at 11:58:00 PM