Wednesday, March 09, 2005
lux super rich is doing wonders to my hair. i should be the next ambassador instead of michelle chia. i was really looking forward to today. i took pains to look good feel good. its not always tt i get to meet honeyy. i was so worried tt i was gona be late. i wanted to give him a really big hug. =). i really missed him. but no. no hugs when i saw him. all he did was take my hand and said 'lets go.'
simply stuffed. pasta for lunch. erk. i do not like minestrone soup. but the banana and choc pizza was nice. yumm =) vanilla coke was heaven.
howl's moving castle was pretty nice. not the full story but just the main idea. music was nice. but the one i really liked was when howl came to sophie's rescue and they were walking thru the air. a procession sort of thing. a love story. beautiful yet a little childish. what anyone would do. what anyone would sacrifice. amazing.
was turning out to be a pretty good day. went hunting for the practice vcd. cant find any at hmv. saw the regulars outside hmv. lol dunno what they were doing. one thing's for sure. they sure werent unnoticeable. honeyy act funny funny. went to get my kinder bueno =). chilled at starbucks. new caramel macchiato was. like tt lor. caramel frap's nicer i think. den i cute cute with him. =).
suddenly mentioned clarence. he keeps on worrying tt refat doesnt like him or whatever. so i tried to help. but when he does go down to band and refat ask him along to dinner. he rejects. say what got plans with amos la this la that la. why tell me then? irritating.
i wasnt upset abt that.
i was upset when i saw the vday thing i made for honey. i was so excited when i made it for him. i had taken extra care not to break it. i waited anxiously for the day to come when i could meet him and give it to him.
he had a stomach upset so he didnt send me in today. i wished he would kiss me on the cheek more often. impromptu kisses. surprise me. hold me. make me feel wanted.
craps. everything is making me frustrated.
nights.
riahh ranted at
10:39:00 PM