Thursday, March 24, 2005
i am so beat. i just wana lay down and go into a coma and never wake up. shucks. had to go school myself today. bus ride was 45 mins?! and had to walk up that stupid hill. another 15 mins. oh shucks. 1 hr to get to sch. EVERYDAY. each time i take the bus back i just wana close my eyes and sleeeeeeeeeep till i get back. =X

i feel homesick. new places. new people. everything new. and suddenly i thought of yew hao and all my wonderful mates back in sec sch. back in bandd. =(. i just miss them so much. can i turn back time and go back to sec sch? and be in that dream where the guy never wakes up no matter what he did? ahh shucks. pangs of homesickness all day long. laugh laugh with my new friends also. i would imagine yew hao turning red all over laughing along with me. =X. miss him. miss my friends. miss BM!

im so desperate.

sheeesh. today went to sch and i saw ashiqin. like whoaaaaa. how come she's here?! with me?! oh my god. worst nightmare come true? definitely. hoping against hope it isnt her. but checked the list and yeah her name's in it. irksomeee. everywhere i go she's always there. so irritating. and like oh please. she tries to cover her face each time she sees me. like hello. young adult already. GROW UP. grrrrr.

so many talkks. fell asleep in the hall. AGAIN. principal talk was so siann. hoho. my dm RAWKS sia. hahahaha. he's from changi prison and so yeah very strict abt that. there's a diff btw being late for sch after and before 8 am. sheesh. prac every rule u break u end up with SUSPENSION not DETENTION. shucksss. and he's so funnnnny.

he said guys hair cant be long. and those who feel the urgent need to display their sexuality by displaying their fringe all over will be granted special permission. girls and guys who pierce their 'ears. nose. lips. tongue. NIPPLES!' will have to find a way to maintain them cause ear sticks are a TURN OFF. wah hahahahahahahaha. guys also cannot complain if he keeps on questioning them abt their sexuality. crapss.

he prefers girls with short hair. lol. that doesnt need to tie up. he says all those women working at shenton way dont have hair flying all over their face. oh please. and he told us that coloring your hair will cause bladder cancer. and he explained the whole process. HAHAHAHAHAHA. he's damn lame. and damn coooool. uses stuff like 'if u have the AUDACITY to turn up late for sch' bla bla bla.

and he pities female students who doll themselves up. calling them sad specimens who cant get their priorities right. =P

ok yes he was the highlight of the day.

MI dance. marc anthony's 'i need to knw'. learnt the cha cha. lack of guys so i did it with a girl. yeahh that was funn too. LOL. and yes of course. who can forget. the school song. cant catch the melody la. its so damn hard. but everyone can sing the last sentence of the chorus ONLY.

'we bring glory to miLENNNNNNNNNnia.'

had to cancel pool with haoo. came home so late. sheeeesh. where to find time for my friends? but its ok. gona spend time with him tmr =). cant get shoes. BOO. dad said to wait till next week when he gets the vouchers. gona go look for bagss then =PpP.

got my uniform today. i looked so rad. wah hahahahaaha. yeah bartley batch came today and they were like 'u guys are so rah rah'. LOL. food was yuckkk. lucky got western. halal. and its so super yummm. and affordable. spags and chicken chops and whatever. hehs.

i missed my honeyy too. =(. i think being apart for awhile will help him clear his mind. still sms and stuff but not so much. hope he's feeling better. i miss miss you honeyy. love love you so so much. mUahhhhhh.

riahh ranted at 8:55:00 PM