Sunday, March 27, 2005
its too embarrasing. should i say it? *looks furtively arnd.

i was TRASHED. left right and centre. wah biang. first round at least one ball left. following rounds. sheeesh. balik kampung larrr. one man show. hahahaha. oh yes. he's very MAN. at least gave me one pointer. JUST ONE. other than that just walk here walk there. look at the table. think hard hard. at least he pro. not like me. hahahahaha. not pro act pro. LOL.

ok larrr. i today give u face only. in total i only have 5 hrs of experience. haha. dun worry. one day one day. =P.

wah swing girls. aishayyy. pretty funny larr. not motivating for me. jazz lehh. if play alvamar all maybe larr. but pretty interesting to watch the bands perform their competition pieces. jap bands. wahh. amazedd. movie proved one point.

no matter how bad the instrument is. a good player will make the best out of it. =).

lol. those two guys at the junk yard was super lameee.

a bit awkward the first time i met him. shucks. like nothing to say or whatever. after movie he sent me home. stupid thing i did. like really physically restraining myself not to hug him. many thoughts whirling in my mind. 'should i ask him first? no la. just do it la. no must ask him'. bla bla bla. aiyaaa den i just do lor. =P. ok lar. i shouldnt have done that. i shouldnt make him think that i cant get a life and move on. i shouldnt have put more pressure on him. =(. ahh shucks.

BUT TOO BAD. OVER LIAO. WAH HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH.

still mulling over the past. cant be helped larrr. last night. the euphoria was only temporary. just a facade. it lasted as long as our good nights. when i closed my eyes. the nightmare began again. tonight will be a better night. today's pool has really broken the ice. POOL RAWKS. even tho im super lousy. hahaha. im looking forward to the next meeting with him.

i will team with the equally super lousy jiayi and we will trash refat. HAHAHA. better watch out ah you.

woke up early early meet joel and jiayi at cck. wah biang. its so much nearer to boon lay lor. sheeesh. den lamed arnd inside the bus. prac pretty rough. talk so much ah but really cannot get used to bach. must be me la. pro instrument lehh. sound keep on breaking and breaking. all my low notes. which is of course the normal scale. the eddie quite nice larrr. will teach me a bit a bit. when everyone else is playing. so many scales. the chromatic scale's scale. Bb. b natural. c. bla bla bla. cannot make it. thirds worse. a bit the beginning a bit the end. bleahh. my theory is so bad sia.

im very proud of myself. first time play one song. ONE SONG! sight read. can play thru. of course will have boo boo lar. but after a few rounds. steadyyy. like the running notes see liao den auto move the slides. playing first larr. high notes easier to play. and it sounds more decent. damn proud of myself. DAMN PROUD. aishayyyyyy. eddie tone is nicee. shucks.

i will get my own mouthpiece as soon as i save up. accent is just a mere 15 mins from my sch. i will get yamaha. seems im pretty attached to it. hehs.

joel and this eupho lady called trisha. both super lamezz. CORNY ALSO. wah biang. ask me where i stay. i say spottiswoode park. den they aishayyyy town shayyyy. den make fun of me. say what i stay at tanjong pagar. ibm tower. my whole house air conditioned larr. say what go toilet must think need to off air con nott. den i got a lot of servants niaaa. my cat got personal fisherman. LOL. den my plants all got individual teacher to read 'jack and the beanstalk' to it everynight. den what i dont need alarm clock all. 8 am auto my personal orchestra will start playing.

oh and my butler plays my trombone. i just blow and the butler will move my slide. *imagines joel's laugh. SHIVERSSSSSSS. its like so not funny.

wait like 30 mins for joel at sembwinds. den he personally sent me to cine to meet refat. by cab. wah hahahahhahahahahaha. den talk talk inside the cab. what he last time got pyscho prob all. cause his pet dog died. den what never talk for one year all. he keep saying he havent eat. its human nature to express concern whatt. den wahh he tell me what got gastritis all. asked him go and eat cause if sth happened i wouldnt knw what to do. launched into a long tale abt how he got hospitalised.

kept flirting with me. i thought it only happened in dramas. u knw when someone mistook you and a guy for being a couple. wah biang uncle. pa jiao arhhh. 'wah u see you make your girlfriend so happy.' want to kena whack ar? never mind la if i with mubz or jiayi or what. BUT MIAN HAN leh. so obiangg.

he wanted to tag along. sheeeesh. managed to brush him off. =x.

i was thinking on the bus. thinking of real images. real ppl. real situations. distraction. my eyes strayed to the tv for a few mins. when i glanced out the window reality hit me. tv. tskkkkk.

pants kept dropping. so irritating. new some more lehhh.

and next time. i will remember to bring MORE CASH. so dun have to dig arnd for moneyy to pay for pool. =x. HAHAHAHAHAHAH. so malu-ating. sheeeesh.

yups. see ya soon. toodles!

riahh ranted at 8:58:00 PM