Wednesday, March 16, 2005
date with honeyy on monday! =). yayness! chilled a little in the aircon and den waited fr honeyy. hee. honey look like he just woke up. hair messy messy all. looking cute cute all. he's so adorableee. lunch at kfc. =PpP. again. my treat this time. hehs. at first i thought there was nth to watch. but we ended up with in good company.

err. i duno what was gg on really. =). i was just so upset the guy didnt go with the girl! *strangles. sighh. but it was funny. like driving a new car and crashing it the next second. LOL. yupp. not much memories of this movie. shucks. =(. planning to catch boogieman but it was selling fast.

walked arnd town. so manyy ppl out tt day. came across gusni. mei xian. zuraizan. and KAH HENG. crapss. its the march holidays already. and reality suddenly hit me like a tone of bricks. since the o levels. until now. we have done nth. except wait anxiously. fill our times with endlessly boring routines. until 23rd march. and a quarter of a year has passed. these kids are having their first semester break. sheesh. and still we wait.

yupp. too much money. so i spenttt. LOL. bought bro a new wallet. bought new scrunchies. bought ah bee another toy. and honeyy bought me another book. =). heeee. saw jasmine too. but errk. didnt wana be caught in an awkward situation so i just ignored her. honeyy was naughty that night. weks weks. *wags finger. task task babe! =PpP.

was super excited abt band the next day. hard time falling alseep. equally hard time gathering the rest to go. but i finally convinced them. read up abt skincare. and got psyched. =). so yes. im taking extra EXTRA care of my face now. wah hahahaha.

hao had fever. and i waited for azman at the wrong place. he said wait at the right. and i was so convinced tt he was late cause he wasnt on the left. crapps. i still have trouble telling apart my left and right. went to unity first. they were just starting to run. nobody there. crapp. i panicked. called everybody. guess what?

queen and gang not coming.

wth? just because amos has a birthday party to go queena decided not to go or whatever. and wency already said ok the night before. but for some reason she forgot to tell me. im damn pissed at them. its like waking up in the morning is so hard. if u were passionate enough abt gg there to MAKE MUSIC and not for the company of ur friends maybe mornings arent so hard after all. queena is such a big pampered idiot. amos u go i go. amos: queena u go i go. WTH?

and please la queena. we are not 'renting' unity cause we're too pathetic to play somewhere else. true we have an alumni band which sucks so bad. so we go down to unity. i duno why ur lack of enthusiasm isnt there la. it could be because of ben. or lack of friends there or what la. i dun really care. i play with one of the worst trombones there. and even so im grateful. im so weak tt i wouldnt wana embarrass myself with a bach 42. but you? keep on harping tt not use to yamaha la. not use to this la. that la.

im just sick of her. of clarence even. crapss. just because u were once good players. doesnt mean tt ur good players now. always complaning to me tt ur tone sucks bla bla bla. ur not even doing anything abt it. hello? wake up? *slap slap.

so yeah maybe ud want to reconsider that 'renting' unity thing again. they are gracious enough to let us join in. let us have instruments. tending to our every need. giving us the opportunity to build back what we have lost. giving us the chance to free priceless lessons. we dont have to do anything to repay them. the least we can do is go there ON TIME. have fun. and leave feeling worn out and satisfied.

unity ppl are nth like bm band. they are friendly. and if u are one bit snobbish. they wont like you. they embrace everyone. extremely unbelievable noisy. but all in good fun. the noisiest ones are the better players. maybe u shouldnt have come. u would have embarassed urself silly when ms tan took us for sectionals.

im just so madd. what happened to all that big talk abt standing together? passion for music? all craps. LIKE GET LOST. grrr.

im happier now tho. tone still very tight and thin. throat not opening up yet. sound like li tang. but not as bad laa. my low notes are super now. after practicing the open throat technique. IM DAMN PROUD OF MYSELF. wah hahahahahha. im happy =). and my volume is yeah coming backk. louder if possible. but can still feel the pinch in the high notes. needa open up moree. learn to adjust lips faster to play long notess.

alternate positions rawkkk. LOL. wana buy tt book from yamaha. yes. brush up a little. heee.

zoey seems a little less angry now. pheww. combined prac with tanglin and unity in the afternoon. such an eye-. ahem. ear opener for me. yes despite all the bad mouthings of tanglin band. i was holding my breath. waiting for tanglin band to present celeb for winds and perc. not exactly THAT breath taking. but it was like a very solid drop of water. LOL. i duno how to describe it. their tone tho not at their peaks. was still very gentle. very round. very very like a baby's skin. sheeeeesh. horn i got no comments la. trombone is good. just a little soft. clarinets havent gum together yet.

ahh shucks. i would give anything to play celeb. heee. blue ridge with unity was niceee too =).

yes. band tt day was superr. dinner and lunch was also superr. and honeyy was also superr. superr cuteeeee~! awwwww. he put bag at the forehead all. den smile smile all. eyerrrr! keep on squealing abt him to azman. LOL. i lovee my honey loadss =)

yes came home. was still pissed at queena. was so tiredd. lay on the couch and watched tv. showered. den went to bed. ahhh. msg with honeyy awhile until fall asleep. feeling snuggly and warm. imagining honeyy close to me. =) aww shucks. i love himm so muchh.

love love you babes! mUahhhhhh. =). my sweeet honeyy baby.

riahh ranted at 7:52:00 PM