Friday, March 04, 2005
up and up early this morning. dad drove me to millenia at toh tuck. finally registered myself. like. its finalised. hopefully i can get in. ergh. now i feel all lazy again. sheesh. where's the motivation gone babe? wake up wake up! now i needa find a tutor for math. and then everything will fall back into place.

pray hard for 23rd march.

came home and talked to mummy. talking abt my childhood always makes me happy. maybe cause i was such a desirable little girl then. hehe. and mum was real happy that i wana pursue a degree in journalism. when i was younger all i wanted to do was write write write. u knw parents. they'll ask u what u wana do when u grow up. mum said i wanted to be a newspaper man. meaning i wana write for papers.

i was four then. im sixteen now.

im relieving my dreams soon. its just a little out of reach. i gotta work hard. put in my best. nothing comes easy in this world. you gotta work hard for whats yours. suffer now. smile later. oh craps. school is pretty far. gota go crash at gran's place sometimes. or umi's place. =).

speaking of umi. im super glad we're ok now. kinda miss her. she rawkks yeah. haha. and if u like punk as well as band music. try this new genre of music which umi just introduced to me. its called ska. basically just trombones and trumpets and drum and guitar and stuff. and its not jazz. none of those jazz shit. its called ska. and its happy music as they call them. =). very sunny feeling.

journalism. journalism. argh. happy and afraid at the same time. but i already promised nab's dad to look positive. aim high and all that. sheesh. scaryy. cant wait for sch. but the sch is like super old. lol. babes will knw what i mean. those hut shaped building tt was probably ur dad's time or what la. not appealing at all. sighh. ah well. they've got a band at least. woo hoo. =).

band tmr. like whoa! i so cant wait. hehe. usv performing tmr. u knw ska? lol. yepp. youth park at 8. see if i happen to drop by. and drag along my pals as well. hehe. yay! band band band! *huge smile. and btw. im falling in love with multitude. argh. such nice arrangement. when can our band play such decent songs? and move away from all tt boring shits? argh.

love my honeyy lots! mUahhh! =)

riahh ranted at 3:43:00 PM