Tuesday, March 29, 2005
im keeping positive. =). i really am. will slip into the blues once in a while but im getting round to it. =). its not as if i never get to see him at all. he's always there. just that we're not together anymore. its almost the same. heeee. so yes today i was really much much happier. i think sometimes i feel sad cause im still pretty dependent on him. like if i planned to go down and meet him after sch and den the plan dun fall thru. must stop thinking he's my babes lerr. sheeesh.

ah shucks. cannot tahan. wah lao fat. i tell u ahh the taufik in my sch so super goooood looking. hahahahahah. play that stupid game. den ask us to cheer. he stand behind me. so closee. *faints. wah hahahah. he's those tall and lean type u knw? a bit on the skinny side. den the joel. so cutee. talk and lanky also. he likes to say 'og 12. on ur feet. up!' haha. yes only these two are worth looking at. the rest. i think even mian han is better looking. =X.

today play human foosball. hehs. like ur supposed to hold on to the strings and just kick the ball arnd larr. hahaha. more fun. win again. aishayyy man. og12 rawkks! wah the dodgeball really super boring. just run here run there like mad pigs. hehs.

today ran a lot. hope i lost weight! no lunch today. so i skipped. eating dinner soon. =).

i think the og which did the drc skit was super good. super lamezzz. hahahaha and that stupid william hung and simon cowell. extra only. but very good impersonations. HAHAHAHA. i dont knw how they managed to find a guy who looked EXACTLY like william hung. the same stupid teeth all. den the guy who become simon cowell was very very good. exactly the same conversations. you knw the. 'u cant sing. u cant dance'. bla bla bla. den the part abt 'i had professional training' and all tt. lols.

ours is not worth mentioning. it was too embarrassing and stupid.

tt st pat ah. i already book him for today's dance. den dahlia asked him he said yes. den he upset all. try to apologize all. but aiyaaa. nvm larr. im trying to be nice. learning to forgive and smile. =). nisha likes my smile. she says its sweeet. awwww shucks~! i ended up with aaron. heee. tt nerd guy from acs. hahah he's cute larrr. he and rajeev. both acs. haha u knw those soft soft type? i find these kind of guys very fascinating. i mean in a good way. i really would love to get to knw them a little better. i like them =)

today pretty sians larr. but i kinda miss my group. after tmr. i'll be starting from scratch again. being in a new class with a new set of ppl. wah biangg. with that nigel. so irritating. big deal HUH ur eng a1? sheeesh act like so biggg.

today i used up 3 plasters. got rammed by the dodgeball. and my ogl finally taped my leg to stop it from bleeding. LOL. cause she couldnt stand my blood stained socks and shoes. shucks. already got problem walking. stupid bus never stop at my bus stop! stop like what 3 bus stops later. lame rightt? after i press the bell if i press again no buzzer. and no one flagged down the bus! ARGHHHHHH. walk so far homee.

tmr wana start lesson lerr. =). yayness! but i dont have stationery. nothing. hahahaha. lame stuff. just go dig up some pens and a notebook or whatever. hehs. tmr start gp already! i very very excitedd! =). wah den got econs some more. sheeesh.

dropped by accent today. BIANGS. mouthpiece all so niceee. first i asked for denis wick. 5BL. pretty ok larr. eighty plus. same as andy's. i asked for yamaha. but no stock. i asked for gold. but seems only bach has gold ones. and then. he showed me THE BOMB.

christian lindberg's mouthpiece. TOP OF THE RANGE. biangs. gold one is 185. silver one is 120. its big bore. nice shaft. no rim. like NO RIM. placed it on my lips. just for a go. breathless. absolutely breathless. like magic. made just for me. AISHAYYYYYY. =PpP. must get. must get. must get. anyway its suitable for most models. except for yamaha's beginner bone and all the small bore bones. =).

hope can go chill sometime. =). see ya!

riahh ranted at 6:04:00 PM