Saturday, March 05, 2005
have u ever been so tired that ur oblivious to even the loudest thunderstorms? well that was what happened to me. arranged to meet hao at 8.15. hao called me at 8.15. oh dang. i knew sth was wrong when the sky was too darn bright this time of the day. was out of the hse in record time. azman waited almost an hr for us. and he kept on pointing out tt im guilty.

yes ok fine. IM GUILTY. grrr.

band today damn nice. wah lao. the songs were so niceeee! =). my theory still pretty good la. mitchell so sweet. ask me sit in between them so that he can learn from me. sheesh. i no tone nth all. grrr. but it still feels good. honeyy today keep on scolding trombones. LOL. i find it very funny. i keep on talking to zoey and mitchell. those two rawkks man. hahaha. they damn funny la. everytime i ask mitchell something he will always say 'ask zoey'. -_-". just because zoey is the SL. lol. slap him ah if he my junior. and hello. where i got sit there and smile at the score. wah hahaha. i playing lor. 8 trombones nehh. really no sound mehh? =(. hehe. just laming arnd and crapping with zoey and mitchell. i ask them why must follow the river. follow the river go where?

zoey told me tt honeyy always praise them. 'the best in the band. always lagging behind. the biggest but also the quietest'. LOL.

halfway play follow the river. zoey cried. WAH HAHAHAHAHAHAH. this is seriously really lame shit man. honeyy today so weird. hehe. want to scold dun want to scold. like in between like that. want to laugh but scared to laugh. hehe. naughty naughty ah babe. new shirt sehh. kapo many many scores.

i think mitchell knws. tt idiot. he opened my phone and read my msges! HAIYOS. idiot idiot. but he promised me that he wont tell. *suspicious. sighh. cross fingers and stinkiee toes then.

zoey asked me to go her band camp. wah haha. =PpP.

ate lunch at abc market. halfway want to sleep liao. but because of the newly kapo-ed scores. tt gave us strength to go to sch. kelvin malay sucks la. lol. cant rmb the commands sia. plan fell through. cant get key. so sat at macdonald's table and sing songs. LOL. like for half an hour? den alumni arrive and they were like staring at us. whatever. our mouth or your mouth? grrr.

ming asked if we had band prac earlier. i said yeah. at unity. den he asked if we passed o level? i just brushed him off with 'yeah passed. tks.' den continued talking to azman. sorry i dun mean to be rude. but i knw u'll just blab to everyone. and none of my friends should be made fun of by you meanies. den they talked abt me. like hello. im still there. -_-". yew hao told us that they were talking abt us gg to unity. whats their prob? got problem with that is it?

prac was so horrible. like seriously. im ok with no one talking to me. song was bad. good grief. i really wanted to pack up and leave. or die of boredom. song was good to brush up rhythm. a few common yet tricky rhythms. will be beneficial. but boring. just drives me mad la. amos left like 1 hr into prac? he said he cannot tahan. need to sleep. haha.

honeyy how can build tone and stamina with this kind of rubbish? air for band can play dun wan. tt canon in d can play dun wan. arghh.

halfway thru prac. me and kel sought solace in the store room. followed later by yew hao. i kapo scores again. den we pack up and left. ming called me. LOL. so we lied. say got concert. ate dinner at far east again. wah today nicer. and cheaper. but very spicy. eeks. dun like. walk walk at 77th street. LOL. azman was trying to be hip hop again. dancing and his usual 'put ur hands in the air y'all'. lame stuff. ate old chang kee. den headed to je.

we wanted to set up our own band. much discussion over the instrumentation. and so we decided to go over to cash convertors and band world to get second hand instrument. band world was closed. hao ate muah chee. drank almond soya bean. -_-". den we ate mac ice creams. sighh. never stop eating. azman went home. saw a two trumpets and this weird looking valve trombone at cash convertors. they're all below 300. cheappp sia. but the trombone the bell so biggggggg. like bass trombone one like tt. sighh. looking arnd some more. i really want to get my own bonee.

im just so upset over alumni band. erghh! =X. im so madd. *screams. im never gg back. maybe in the morning just to play by ourselves. tts all. nth else. i hate the alumni band. they suckk.

my bro bday's in a few mins time! gona wish him happy bday! =).

today i felt weird without honey. when i sat thru band. i felt a sudden pang of homsickness. tt longing for honeyy to hold the baton and stand up there and conduct. nt using a drum stick to hit the conductor stand. i want to hear the laughter and the familiarity of my own band. everyone feels the same way. even azman and hao and kel. grr.

azman so happy tell everyone tt honeyy scolded him in front of unity today. hahahaha.

i feel tt im not a gd enough player. but honeyy made me see that im not. =). love love you loads honeyy. keng lu has no tone. like so fierce and ugly? just like her. YUCK.

today was a veryy tiring day. =(. but i cant wait for the next unity prac! woo hoo. am gona go down on fri.

love love you many many honeyy. i missed you so much today. mUahhhh!

riahh ranted at 11:16:00 PM