Sunday, March 20, 2005
mornings dun quite work out for me anymore. especially if its waking up to something i dun really look forward to. nearly freaked when yew hao didnt pick up my numerous morning calls. dad sent me to sch cause i had to lug like eight over files to band. in my rush. i tied my hair into two ponytails. made neater by gin. =).

li yan's presence didnt really make things better for me. i just dont like her. two faced idiots shouldnt be regarded. and since i dont like her. i shall very well ignore her. azman was also idiotic. he kept on playing and playing by himself. its so hard for ppl to talk. or listen to the music. if he thinks he's so good. go outside and play la. i didnt take scores for him so he used trumpet's scores. just because the rest of us are stupider than you doesnt mean u have to keep on going faster and faster. shouted at him a lot of times. not happy SO WHAT? get lost and die la. azman and his stupid alvamar. alvamar alvamar alvamar. big deal ah? sheeeeesh.

i didnt enjoy the practice as much as i thought i would. it was just improper. like not much proper warm ups. no proper conductor. no proper order. no one to say 'hey ur rhythm's wrong' or 'trumpets alone'. yes very raw. cant seem to get simple rhythms right. tried pieces like noah's ark. persis. queen's park. into the joy of spring. and yes. my fav. singapore rhapsody =). messy but at least we tried. i think the next time we go back. i want to focus on a few songs. nth ambitious. maybe queen's park. sg rhap! and black hawk or whatever. i want to perfect at least these few songs. =).

only 3 alumni turned up. big deal huh alumni. set up so many chairs. asked us if we wanted to try out take centre stage. so listening to honeyy i smiled and said sure. but of course we left it there and played celeb for winds. and ross roy before packing up to leave. ABSOLUTELY HORRIBLE as we may sound. memories. its like a sudden flashback to all the times both good and bad before jubilance. it was a whirlwind. i remembered the lights in vch. i remembered the joy and the nervousness while playing. ahh shucks. =PpP.

argued for so long. ended up eating our late lunch at jp's banquet. yumm. me and azman ate char kuay teow and the rest all had chicken ricee. i ate mine with chopsticks and azman was barely halfway there by the time everyonee had finished. we had deserts and STILL azman hasnt finished him. tskk. not filling at all. still damn hungry. so i had peanut waffle from prima deli =). puppies hamsters guinea pigs and this fat furball of a persian cat was cuteeeeeeeee. wana get guinea pigs soon. =). so many toys for be boo. hee wana get them all.

organisation of the current main band is horrible. li yan i think never attended concert before or what la. 7 pm concert. 6.45 she was still at red hill. wth? and we cant go in cause SHE had to call terence to get the tickets. GRRRR. and the others tried telling me to chill. knwing how i cant control my mouth at times. sheeesh. hee. when honeyy arrived at dover. i felt like a pri sch girl all over again. that excited and embarrassed feeling when u see your crush. wah hahahaha.

there's such a thing as being too perfect. sp alumni was too perfect. hardly a glitch in their playing. but no emotions. so dead. its like a perfect straight linee. enka medley was perfect. cd perfect. but compared to shuqun's. ahh shucks. cjc was better a little? but no power. no force in their playing. abba gold's last two movements were the best. but ending no power. and trombones were so distracting. there's such a thing as playing a little louder than the band. sheeesh.

merry widow was goood. cant wait to have my hands on the score after orchid park is done with their syf. wooo hooo. =)

hall was barely 25 percent filled. no encore. half hearted applause. unsuccessful? yes. sheesh.

me wency queena gin kelvin and haoo went to clementi kfc for dinner. hahaha. argued abt the pronunciation of baleno. walked past it. saw kenny. but act kay siao. burst into laughter after that. yes kfc was damn packed. stupid cashier forgot my order. and so ended up with extra extra extra food. yumm. there were laughing so hard at queena. and i just sat there and ate my food. gobble gobble gobble. innish! *beams. den help wency eat finish her zinger.

kelvin suck at scissors paper stone. kept on losing. say i show too slow. den he said scissors and i already showed my hand. lamezzz. he said what unlimited fries. big deal. he lose. eat everything save for three fries. den i lose. he scraped off all the cheese. and put half a packet of chill sauce. YUCKNESS. one more fries left. he lost. so the rest help me take revenge. mayo. chilli sauce. potato sauce. pepsi. hahaha. he couldnt swallow it down. not man la he.

huge grasshopper wanted to jump at us from a signboard. it was really really really HUGE. yuckk. bus ride home was funn. queena damn pervert la. look at my armpit see whether got hair or not. sheeeesh. den play with kelvin's wallet. aiya lamezzz la the bus. too tired to talk so went sleep early.

honeyy is really a wonderful person ahh. aww shucks =). he chat chat with me all friday night. cute cute all. play play all. heee. ask me find new boyfriend all. hahahahaha. i love him many many! say we cannot marry cause later my three bf all jealous. LOL. really lamezz lor. and what kind of boyfriend always suan the girlfriend siaaaaaaaa. only him lor. heeee.

love love ok babes? many many many. =). will never ever leave u no matter how upset we get. mUah mUah!

riahh ranted at 6:00:00 PM