Monday, March 14, 2005
slept fitfully last night. but head was still a little heavy and throat didnt feel too good. but a nice shower and a hearty breakfast seemed to cure it all. and today all i did was bakeeee. two batches of chocolate chip cookies. the first batch took ages. grrr. but its nice. vanilla and cocoa. second batch was just vanilla. but its mint green in color. =)

green is good for the eyes. hahaha.

fuhua having rehearsal at sch. hee. i hope they sound good. honey's prob busy down there. hope he doesnt fall asleep soon. i miss him. =). and i so cant wait till later. when i can meet him. and we can love love again =). heeee.

ahh unity on sat. yew hao is a big fat pig. so ended up meeting clarence at bb. so weird. he's so soft spoken. grr. went a little crazy tt honey didnt tell me tt he was overnighting at unity. but we're cool =). waited pretty long for the band to really settle down and stuff. so mr han asked me to warm up the trombonists. did scales. chords. tonguing. and i thought them how to open up their throats to produce a rounder tone for their low sounds. nt all of them could get it tho. sheesh. oh wells.

got pretty pissed when they came late. meng told me they went macs to eat. -_-". so played awhile and then amos and queen had to leaveee. sheesh. lunch was funn. esp with the unity ppl. had indian rojak. yew hao and azman has never eaten them beforee. good grief. shame to singaporeans. but they enjoyed it nonetheless. forgot to pay mubarrak back tho. erkk.

its funny sometimes when ms tan or honeyy takes the wind or horns alone. for instance i didnt knw the clarinets and saxes had such wonderful chords for singapore rhap. the one in minor chords. wee weeeet. or horn had such a nice running part. =). makes u wonder sometimes. music is a mystery.

*hums follow the river.

eupho part is sooo nice. arghhh. wana play wana play! long chords. nice melody. such a suitable and PLEASANT song to build up tone. why dun want? instead alumni chooses stupid stupid STUPID marches instead. without warming up sufficiently. playing marches where there are no chords. bass that hardly turns up. screaming trumpets. missing flute. silent horns and trombones. rough and ugly eupho. and a useless percussionist. like yucckk.

im saying no one's perfect. we work together to build up one tone to play ONE song. we are not individuals who try to out play the rest of the band. my batch are not in their peaks either. so why dun work together? why we have attitude problem? look at the generation gaps you stinking smoking players. YUCK.

go home. and leave us alone.

we're not begging to practically be let in into the band. and look at ur attitude last sat. u didnt bother to inform ANY of us tt we werent having prac. eleven ppl turned up. six of ours. five of yours. each playing their own songs. and when i messaged ming he didnt have the balls to reply. HELLO. a little manners would be nice. if ur taking revenge *rolls eyes* cause we left early last week.

grow up.

ahh shucks. whatever. dinner at kfc again. oh craps. ive been eating kfc prac every single day. stupid offer pulling me in. zinger is like so yumm. sat at lido. we shared table with a couple. and we were SINGING. good grief. hahaha. azman seems to have awaken from the dead to join us. and yew hao playing just chords was singing too loud. LOL. sing sing sing. sheeesh.

i was surprised to see his msg. =). but it made me happy. real warm and tingly. heeee. but he fell asleeep. silly boyy. mUah mUah. =PpP.

saw my link in peee's blog. lol. dont tell me she knws the trick too? hahahaha. nahh no qualms letting her read. if she is reading anyway. not tt ive got anything to hide. but no. ive change password cause i didnt want my friends to read. so yes. i'll let them knw maybe next month or whatever? when everything is back to normal and stuff.

so yes. back to peee.

if she really is reading. then i guess she should knw then how bad tanglin is right now. how bad attendance is. how politics seem to be ruling their heads. how their attitude SUCKS. sheesh. if even mai is giving problems. turning up for band once in a blue moon. what does that say abt the rest of the band? so honeyy wasnt saying anything wrong. actions proved louder than words didnt it?

but these actions hurt dont they?

i guess the same goes for my band. im still not allowed back. and i only hear abt them when the rest talks abt it. at least im happy knwing tt andy is improving. bright tone =). trombone should have a bright tone. its a happy instrument =). happy too that abt eighty percent of the juniors can already play their scales.

azman said tt they'll be having a camp this june. when i voiced my concern abt whether i would be allowed back by then. he merely laughed. apparently no one cares or remembers tt im banned. and all tt talk abt nt gg back if im not allowed? bullshit.

just completed the poet. what a terrific read i tell you. but a pity that i already read stephen king's note so i knew that there was gona be a twist. ahh shucks. but if i hadnt. OH MANNNNNN. stuck to it. lisa gardner's new book is out! i wanttttttt. =(

ahh wells. im just happy with me and baby. and im happy with my cookies! hee. gona try to get a little sleeep. and den meet meet honey! =) love u loadss honeyy! love love! hugss and kisses many many! mUaahhhhhh!

riahh ranted at 12:13:00 AM