Wednesday, February 23, 2005
i thought i was quite over it. but everything came crumbling down arnd me when i received the call from andy and tracy. i heard the usual babble of the band room just after practice. heard the screamings. and the laughter. and the joking arnd. playing a piece by urself. fighting with bass abt who gets to keep instruments first. heard the voices of my juniors. who i have missed so much. tormented so much. hehs. quarrelled over so many things before. tiny little insignificant things. oh what i would give to get all this back.

anything. anything at all.

band is beautiful. every part of it. whats a band without its downs? whats a band without its share of downs to bring the band together to overcome it? band is everything. its a family. and i love my family.

sheryl chatted with me awhile just now. she asked me if i wanted to knw whats up with the band nowadays. hesitant. but i said yes. one junior each for the lower brass. two each or more for the rest. biggest section is trumpets. plus one junior playing oboe. recently took out air for band. they fall in and fall out. and they do push ups.

as quoted by queen's juniors. terence is the second mr hong.

but then again. everyone has different opinions. sheryl seems to be quick to adapt to the new conductor. but she assured me tt mr refat is still the best.

sighh.

results coming out on monday. ms chong msged me just now arnd 4. see ya guys then.

finished animal farm today. ERGH. i hate pigs. bleahh.

riahh ranted at 8:04:00 PM