Thursday, February 10, 2005
when i plan a date with baby. suddenly everything seems brighter. if given an ardous task tt simply kills my mood. i think of him and the wonderful time we are gona spend together. and i smile. and then i happily do my work. at night. i count the hours till i get to see him. when i wake up. my handphone is silent and i smile. imagining him asleep like a dead pig. despite all this. im still almost always late. ALMOST always. wah hahaha.

today is one of those days when i just wana stay out. be in his arms. and never go home. cause he is such a terrfic person. watched racing stripes. what can i say? im an animal lover. and this is one of the greatest movie ever created. its those feel good kinda movie? =). when he's happy. im happy. when i hear him laughing. i feel really really good. haha. so in my heart. special thanks to the cast of racing stripes. especially the voices of the two flies. =PpP. thank you very much.

so we didnt do anything today. everywhere was closed. and i had a sudden craving for potato salad. so he told me to buy potatoes and make one myself. =). walked the whole of orchard road. i loved the way he pulled me close and held me tight when i wanted to cross the road before it turned green. its not everyday tt i can feel so secure. =). i loved the way he let me lean on him in the bus. it was so comfortable its a sin if i dun snuggle closer and nap. =).

amusing fact of the day. he acted all funny when we saw taufik batisah at lido. hahaha. =PpP. cant stand him. and then mai asked me to get an autograph from him. like how embarassing is that? eww. baby has this funny look in his eyes and started talking reallyreallyfast. haha. baby has his number before but he deleted it. =(. ah wells. taufik was really a hottie. from far. hehe.

is this love? is this love tt im feeling? den i never want it to end. i wana feel like this forever and ever. and i wana stay close to him and never let go. cause he's the best thing to ever happen to me. =).

totally inspired by someone else's english. and so i will try my best to improve myself. sometimes ppl's expectations of you are so frustrating. im not the best arnd. there are many other people who are much much better than me. but no. they choose to test. to quiz. to criticise me endlessly. if i cant give them a satisfactory answer. when i read this girl's blog. i was awed. she talked of everyday life just like everybody else. but what sets her apart from me and you is her unique way of writing. im good at grammar but im lacking in vocabulary. many words i have read but i never bother to look it up. i just assume its meaning. so from now on. i will try to write in an entirely different style.

ahh. the wonders of good english.

ive recently made a friend called jenny sometime back. jenny was a good friend of my friend. so we started hanging out. we talked a lot over the net and stuff. but then she met someone new. also a friend of a friend. so she started hanging out and chatting a lot with them. well. it seems she is enjoying himself tremendously in the company of her new friends. we never bothered asking what happened to her own friends. but sometimes when i read her blog. she goes all sad and pathetic when her new set of friends arent online. or when they're busy doing things with other people.

i knw she's not gona read this. but i just wana tell her tt u cant stick to someone every second of every day. cause they have their own lives outside of the friendship with you. you're being me. i was like that too. once bitten twice shy. was bitten one time too many. so i gota learn to live and let live. life still goes on yeahh?

i cant sleep. all i wana do now is to feel his arms arnd me again. holding me firm. making me feel safe. making me feel wanted. making me feel. like a total queen. =).

i loves loves u baby. mUah. u and me. we're gona have a long way ahead of us. =).

me's u's forever babe. hugs! =)


riahh ranted at 1:00:00 AM