Tuesday, February 15, 2005
after all tt i have tried to do. this is what i get. will anyone try to help me out? i doubt so.

sleepless nights. restlessness. tears of frustration.

i am hurt.

i dun wish to be with anyone quite at the moment. i duno what to think now. seems like there's nth to look forward to anymore.

where is he when i need him?

yest was a wonderful day. which ended on a very bad note. went to gran's hse. went out shopping with her and mum. gran was so so so so so so happy to meet us. everything i asked she gave me. she just misses us i guess. she rushed to cook for us when we got back to her place. love her tons. and she's one really old lady. =PpP. and still so tough. i think she'll be like my great gran. who lived till a hundred plus.

vday yesterday. made sth for honey. but no time to meet him yest. seeing him tmr i guess. wana go shopping with mum in the morning first. nth to look forward to. nth at all.

how can anyone be so cruel? how?

riahh ranted at 8:21:00 PM