Thursday, February 17, 2005
isnt she lovely.. isnt she wonderful..

yest was wednesday. and my band had its first practice. without me. trying not to think abt it. went shopping with mum in the morning. finally bought that really really cute blouse. so going to wear it tmr when i meet honey. cravings for al funghi. but mum made me eat lunch. and talk abt a lot. bleah. pepsi and cheese fries for me later. my roses look sick. i need to bring it to the doctor.

movie was terrific. truly terrific. hide and seek. no inkling tt it would turn out this way. and so came the inspiration to write a book as i tossed and turned in bed. and as such as i woke in the morning. gone was my inspiration. alas. what a waste. greatest inspirations for me are american writers. british writers. usually. they have the same storyline. abt who snogged who. some corny love story. mills and boons thingies. bleah.

now the americans write beautiful stories. of course their vocabulary are not as good as the britians. but doesnt tt put us on a more relatable level? beautiful storylines these americans.

come out come out wherever u are..

nuggets. sticky chewy chocolate. and squid balls. hoho. and still it wasnt enough. love food. yes i do. dont you? honey always bring me go eat eat. strange isnt it. indulging in ur favourite mouth-watering foods and still it cant take ur mind off certain things. taka has so many wonderful places. i will try all of them sometime. =). honey has such a tiny tummy. honey is no fun. but honey is lovable when his mummy call. hehe. honey looks at his ic photo and reminisce abt those good old days. =). hehe.

isnt she lovely.. isnt she wonderful..

and alas. who should i see in that hand-entwined moment but wency and the pink-clad duo clarence and amos. haha. btw. u guys look really good. but when i saw her. i said. wow. i wonder how band was today. and just as quickly. i banished that thought.

saw a notice at spar. wanted to go apply today. butt was glued to chair. eyes fixed on computer. doing maya's quest. stupid weird medicine and all the stupid risks involved. i even had to ask mei xian for help. lol. tks mei xian!

preoccupation brings u away from certain little things. like the fact tt i didnt get anything on v-day. not tt i celebrate it. but usually ppl give cookies and little chocs and stuff.

i wish the same preoccupation can snuff out my jealousy. i have no idea why it keeps on raging inside of me. untamed. but still under control. i like intimacy in a relationship. holding hands and kisses and stuff. i really do.

isnt she lovely.. isnt she wonderful..

i wish ppl will stop talking to me abt band.

good night all.

riahh ranted at 11:47:00 PM