Wednesday, February 23, 2005
cleaning is satisfying. therapeutic. ppl scream. ppl cry. they throw things when they're mad. but i clean. i start to clean up my room. tidy the mess. throw unwanted things. and i shut up. satisfying. knwing tt ive taken out my anger on something healthy. hehe. =). im a funny person huh.

mai didnt go to sch today. apparently she was too tired to wake up. wah haha.

alumni band seems so longg. not that i particularly liked playing with them. but its the only time when i get to touch my dear instrument. ross roy seems to have itself stubbornly stuck in my brain. and it refuses to go away. arghh. i miss jubilance. miss that one month especially just before the concert. the intense period. hehe. sighh.

i wish some people would just stop being so upset abt what honeyy says on his blog. bleah. everyone disses other band. only honeyy makes it more.. ehh. vivid? lol. stupid siaa all those people. like. yawns. dont u ever get tired of it? who knws. it could very well be any of the alumni seniors. with seniors like them. expect the unexpected.

miss band loads. come to mama baby. mama miss you. =(.

been putting off my baking days for many days now. my ram not enough to play game. sad sad hor? each time i move a little the screen splits. and then exits on its own. -_-".

haiyos. dad bought a new hp yest. wah biang. me and mai also wana get. but now nth nice on the market. nokia is getting from bad to worse or what la. yuckk. not my taste can.

ms chong called me yest. treaded her words carefully. like scared to upset me or what la. lol. she was super gentle. asked me abt debate and stuff. and guess where is the second round this friday? UNITY. lol. so qiao. anyways. mine is second slot. arnd sevenish. cool cool. cant wait. hehe. even tho my going there got other reasons. for the band. and not THEM. bleah sorry. first love will always be band.

im not feeling tt qwerpy abt results. well. maybe i knew tt i had put in my best. and tt i already expected what kinda results i may get. im feeling pretty calm. =). but as the day draws ever nearer. my nerves will stretch to breaking point. and butterflies refuse to stop flitting arnd in my tummy. eurghh. hate tt kinda feeling.

FASTER COME LA RESULTS.

hehe. yes tts all. =). i miss my honeyy. i love love my honeyy. =). mmmmmmmUah.

riahh ranted at 10:40:00 AM