Saturday, January 01, 2005
going out to swens for dinner later i think. to celebrate mai's birthday. slept in till 2 plus today. what a pig. so bored. absolutely nothing to do. swsy is getting boring. bored of it. think im still too young to adapt to it. but im old enough to knw tt the pieces they play are so boring. sheesh. just thinking abt it makes me yawn. hehs. gona quit. tmr shall be my last. and freedom after tt. yay! =)

i have so many ppl around me. but not all of them are my friends. these people come to me only when there is no one else to entertain them. i have been disappointed. i have been hurt. i have been humiliated. so many times. so many times tt i have become used to it. i shouldnt let them bring me down. but still i did. bleah. to some im not pretty enough. not fun enough. not cool enough. to be with them. whatever.

life will get busier and busier. wont get to see him much. hehs. not tt im seeing him a lot now. learning to cope with it. i can live with it. yepp. dun want make him unhappy anymore. my new year resolution? hmm. not to lose weight. im abt fed up with it. my new year resolution is to make him happy. make me happy. make us happy. =)

oh and yes. and make be boo a very happy FAT cat. tts it.

happy o5 all.


riahh ranted at 6:15:00 PM