Sunday, January 02, 2005
baby sick today. worried. fever fever all. =(.

dinner was great. went to magic wok instead. eat until want to burst. den took pics and all tt. walk walk arnd esplanade. had ice creams twice and candy floss too. sigh. what a stupid thing to do. walking arnd esplanade at that time.

i thought of nothing else but him today. i miss him a lot. all i want to do is see him again. wherever i went today only reminded me of him. i heart heart him a lot. i called him today when i got back. worried many many when he said he was sick. how can? my baby never sick before.

he never says hi to me when im online anymore. ha. what do i care. i dun even have to check if she is online. of course she is. of course he wont even care what other ppl do anymore. what the heck. i hate you. i really hate you. for doing this to me.

tonight is really crap. melvin making a deal out of fiq's quitting. cant be bothered. am quitting so thats that. miee is asking me to go to a bbq tmr. with all the mats there. boring can. and they wont let me bring a friend. i was thinking of bringing fariq along. i cant talk to them. and they are such crude ppl. all malays leh. eyerr.

please stop asking me abt countdown. i didnt go ok?

i want to see my baby now. he cant come online anymore. we never talk on the phone. we hardly msg as well. i miss him. i do nothing all day but think of him. muah muah baby. love love u many many.


riahh ranted at 1:46:00 AM