Friday, January 07, 2005
hmmms. strength coming back a little? and yes. watching him more and more. no sweat. my solo? play together with andy. haha. lips are tiredd. screaming for help. numb numb numb. went thru blue ridge so many times today. grr.

talked to andy abt my problems. feeling all better now.

gifts all decided. chionging over the weekend to get them done. with yew hao. just yew hao and me. back to the good old days. i missed him. =).

chionging for my bone at home all weekend also. so much work to do. haha.

i must get stuff out of my mind. clearr it. empty it out. focus. focussing now. cannot lose concentration. chiong chiong chiong. one more week. it'll finally be over. OVER. grr. rush of anticipation. cant wait. haha.

cat was the only thing that made me happy today. he was so cute! mummy scolded him for eating up all the tuna from the can she meant to make sandwiches out of. he kept quiet the whole day. just like a little baby. hehe. den i carry him also he so quiet. ate his dinner. den slept in mai's cupboard. ho ho ho. cute. den he was lying on the bed. whisked his tail. to and fro. to and fro. haha. den he chased it. dumb right?!

it didnt last tho. haha. he's hyper now. LOL. he makes my day. someone to greet me at the door when im home. someone to be there for me when i cry. someone to shout at when im angry. most importantly. just being there whenever i need someone. mummy loves u be boo. mUacccch. be good ok! haha. =). stop biting ppl's toes. and eating our food. and drinking toilet waterr!

doing great to keep mind off things. trying to get sane now. haha. will play merry go round with my cat later. hee.

didnt miss him as much as i thought i would. but i still love love u babe. mUacchh. take care ok? wondering when we can watch that movie u promised. sweetest dreams sweetheart. ha hag. apple heart! =).


riahh ranted at 11:25:00 PM