Sunday, December 19, 2004
grr. i hate being sick. haha. cause when im sick im really pathetic lor. already felt dizzy on friday. but not as bad as sat. wah lao. saturday when i woke up. cant even sit down. ask me go JB? wah lao. den my mum say say say. sigh. guilt eating me from inside. so i got ready and go. CRYING some more. haha. call him also i cry. den he tell me not to worry everything sure ok. wah biang. inside the car vomit 3 times. eeww! some more mai still can say smell like milo.

reach there only pengsan on the bed. woke me up to eat. bbq not so bad. nice haha. den pengsan again. haha. learn sth from me. dun sleep with someone who is sick. cause she will take HALF the bed. haha. no space liao for mummy and mai. hehs. they had to squeeze. point is I HATE BEING SICK. grr. missed him so much some more. wah biang. sick only cry cry cry. pathetic man. but woke up feeling all better. hehs. one good thing when ur sick. everyone treats u like a little baby. all sayang sayang u a lot one man. so happppie =). haha.

band prac today. hmm. ok la. sight reading still sucks la. and i finally knw where the problem lies. no sectional practice. wah lao! so to all band members even tho no one's gona read *LAME* this please treasure ur sectional practice! sigh. some songs still can manage la. wah lao tt mr tan. die die want to play 1812. absolute madness. mr fahmy plays much nicer and 'relate-able' songs. more pop tunes and familiar pieces. hehs. bryan came today. LOL. so funny. he and boney really look alike sia.

so fact is. if i actually really do get in. LOL. i swear i will go 'oh my god. WHAT?!'. yes and tts the truth. haha. i feel like a little baby today sia. the smallest littlest cutest baby in the band. hehe. everything also play SO SOFT. haha. cant even hold my breath for 4 beats. so lame. he say maybe because practically everyday go band den the mouth tired. hehs. true. maybe. he told me to just bring back my mouthpiece and buzz thru the whole repertoire. omg. i cant even buzz. THIS IS LAME. im not up to standard. perform what like this?! *ashamed*

mac d today. after so long. *rubs tummy*. yum. coke many many today. gone mad haha. cat gone even more siao. chasing EVERYONE arnd the house. slap him den he knw. hehe. yepp. love love u babes. muaCcchhhh!


riahh ranted at 11:11:00 PM