Friday, December 31, 2004
new year's eve. hmm. so fun. band in the morning. felt so useless. cant even pitch properly. lipping problem. so pathetic. hear myself sounding like crap den no mood play lor. play so soft. might as well dun go for band. duno whats wrong. getting from bad to worse. sigh. rushed down to meet clarence they all but they forgot to get a ticket for me. hung out with the unity ppl. had fun. watched him play drums. so cool. went to cck to watch tanglin pack up and go. waited for prata until full. went home. fun eh? yep.

band and concerts these few days. semb winds and yishun town. what a waste of money. the best part of their concert was their guest band. tsk tsk. pei xin pri. whoa. whoa. whoa. best concert ive attended in the whole year. truly enjoyable. without a doubt. good sound. good players. so enthu. and so tiny! my god. unbearably cute. cant stop squealing abt it. played let me entertain u. a piece im struggling with in sws. wah haha. and the tboners put me to shame. hee.

band. hmm. ok. its improving. ppl making effort anyway. sectional on monday. hehs. free pizza. very good prac on wed. kept him in a good mood. he's been very nice and sweet to me recently. and it makes me very happy. i heart heart him a lot.

2nd ive come back in tears on new year'e eve. i was looking forward to today. but wth. countdowns are for babies. and im no baby. its just a lame thingie where everyone come together and coutdown to the new year. lots of ppl u duno just smiling and cheering together. all happy happy. like i said. its stupid.

im starving. all i had today was a fish wrap. gona go make maggie. have fun all. oh and happy new year! =)


riahh ranted at 11:57:00 PM