Monday, December 20, 2004
grr. the internet holds no more thrill for me. this is getting really boring. freedom is boredom! bleah. holidays are the pits. when u have nth to do. haha. sighh. bored bored. if its not band its rotting to death at home. hehs. where are all u ppl? come and keep me company. dang sounding more and more like clarence. LOL. i miss town. im having withdrawal symptoms. havent watched a movie in ages. not to mention my waffles and peanut butter blizzard from dairy queen.

im neglecting my hammies. LOL. leaving them out in the open in the mercy of be boo. haha. im bored. bored stiff. need to go to the library to borrow books. haha. need sports im getting fat again. LOL. lazy lazy. sighh. everyone's gone already. no one to spend time with anymore. andy and hao always gg with sherilyn. bleah.

sigh. ok lets talk abt today. went out. had kfc. came home. LOL. how fun. piggy and clarence went to play pool. guess with the whole gang now tt joe is back. sighh. concert and band tmr. shall go walk walk on my own after tt. if clarence nth ask him also. HAHA. ran out of hamster food. so currently they're starving to death.

when ur so long with someone. u start thinking. do u really love tt person? so many traits of ur loved one u cant stand. but still ur holding on. bleah. i dun wan to think. if we're not meant to be den so be it. grrrr. need to bring be boo to the vet. sth wrong with him. scared. dun wana lose my cat. i love him more than my pigs. sigh. mummy loves u be boo. be strong. mUachh.

gona have my dinner of... kfc. haha. bon appetit. cheers. love u babes.


riahh ranted at 8:37:00 PM